I was 100% commited to leaving the FFA. I started posting on the giants board making jokes about Warren Sapp but it was unfulfilling. So I started talking to my girl more
She said I texted her 82 times since yesterday. She has an anxiety problem and said she cant handle all my negativity. Mentioned something about "having her own problems"
I tried to explain that I had nobody else to talk to. She said I have to find another board or make some real friends. I dont see how I can make friends at 30yo
Im not very comfortable with coming back so I did some introspection. I understand why my racism is a problem. In my own defense I did admit it was irational
Anyway im willing to work on it. Edward norton was able to change so it isnt impossible. Im going to try to make some black friends. I havr a friend who plays in a local basketball league starting in the spring. He said I could join his team and the competition isnt too great. Im a pretty decent athlete so I figure this is a good way to cruise for black guys and not have to worry about getting facialed ( in the basketball sense).
I will put every effort in to becoming a better person. The stories about my marriage and the gangbang are very serious and I would appreciate no hits below the belt about them anymore. I want to make it clear my ex wifes baby is not mine and I did not abandon anyone
I cannot stop hating the wealthy. That would be unamerican
Ill try my best to be a better DSP but if you guys really dont want me I am open to a different message board if you have any suggestions
She said I texted her 82 times since yesterday. She has an anxiety problem and said she cant handle all my negativity. Mentioned something about "having her own problems"
I tried to explain that I had nobody else to talk to. She said I have to find another board or make some real friends. I dont see how I can make friends at 30yo
Im not very comfortable with coming back so I did some introspection. I understand why my racism is a problem. In my own defense I did admit it was irational
Anyway im willing to work on it. Edward norton was able to change so it isnt impossible. Im going to try to make some black friends. I havr a friend who plays in a local basketball league starting in the spring. He said I could join his team and the competition isnt too great. Im a pretty decent athlete so I figure this is a good way to cruise for black guys and not have to worry about getting facialed ( in the basketball sense).
I will put every effort in to becoming a better person. The stories about my marriage and the gangbang are very serious and I would appreciate no hits below the belt about them anymore. I want to make it clear my ex wifes baby is not mine and I did not abandon anyone
I cannot stop hating the wealthy. That would be unamerican
Ill try my best to be a better DSP but if you guys really dont want me I am open to a different message board if you have any suggestions
