Binky The Doormat
Footballguy
I have been a pretty heavy drinker, partier since high school. It was the mid-70s and was just the way it was. I was always pretty skinny - 5'9"/119 lbs HS graduation. I could drink most anyone under that table (not old alcoholics ...but most all of my friends and their friends anyway ...). I was an awesome drunk - loved to take speed and then plow away. I got energized, always a friendly drunk but not obnoxious, could still hold lucid conversations, etc. Alcohol has always been my social lubricant. Love how it makes me feel and love the social aspect of it.
A few years ago, every so often I noticed that I would get fall down drunk sometimes which never used to happen. It just would hit me out of nowhere - like when you first started doing tequila shots - all is good and then wham ...shovel to the side of the head.
Then I noticed I had more stomach problems and the trots more often. Well over the last 4-5 years things have continued to get worse. I have lost some social connections because of getting too hammered at parties, I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, and generally didn't feel nearly as well I should.
Golfing has been difficult, as I was having pain in my lower mid-back and under my front right ribcage. Was tested several times and told my liver enzymes were way up (have been high for a long time but at that point really high). I had an ultrasound Wednesday. Was diagnosed with a fatty liver. If things aren't significantly better, a liver biopsy is next.
Now no alcohol, almost zero carbs, etc for a while. Worst was last night - I thought I was having a heart attack - lots of pain just below my ribcage, just below the heart, painful bloat, chest tight, hard to breathe. Couldn't get comfortable in any position and just walked the house wondering if I should call 911 or try and drive to the hospital. My jaw was tightening a bit but didn't have that metallic taste in my mouth. Though I probably should have, I just hung through it till I past out around 6am this morning.
This scared the living hell out of me and may have finally woken me up to doing something serious about my health. I know the chances are pretty good that I am a functional alcoholic so this may be tough. I have to start walking, exercising, and eating right. Then on a social level - not drink - at least for the next few months. Ugh.
A few years ago, every so often I noticed that I would get fall down drunk sometimes which never used to happen. It just would hit me out of nowhere - like when you first started doing tequila shots - all is good and then wham ...shovel to the side of the head.
Then I noticed I had more stomach problems and the trots more often. Well over the last 4-5 years things have continued to get worse. I have lost some social connections because of getting too hammered at parties, I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, and generally didn't feel nearly as well I should.
Golfing has been difficult, as I was having pain in my lower mid-back and under my front right ribcage. Was tested several times and told my liver enzymes were way up (have been high for a long time but at that point really high). I had an ultrasound Wednesday. Was diagnosed with a fatty liver. If things aren't significantly better, a liver biopsy is next.
Now no alcohol, almost zero carbs, etc for a while. Worst was last night - I thought I was having a heart attack - lots of pain just below my ribcage, just below the heart, painful bloat, chest tight, hard to breathe. Couldn't get comfortable in any position and just walked the house wondering if I should call 911 or try and drive to the hospital. My jaw was tightening a bit but didn't have that metallic taste in my mouth. Though I probably should have, I just hung through it till I past out around 6am this morning.
This scared the living hell out of me and may have finally woken me up to doing something serious about my health. I know the chances are pretty good that I am a functional alcoholic so this may be tough. I have to start walking, exercising, and eating right. Then on a social level - not drink - at least for the next few months. Ugh.