Bulldolls 4evah!
I wish I'd understood the second part at the time. Instead I just felt, as I suppose many did, that I was weird and not like the others, despite having the veneer of popularity/acceptance.
I voted: popular, jock, nerd
my HS of 1600 was in the next town over from where I grew up- different kids, sports leagues, everything. I came from an alt k-8 school where I graduated with 5 kids... so I was self-aware that I was socially naive, especially in a big school. my parent were Joseph Campbell people and raised my brother and me to "follow your bliss". this formed me as a definite follow the beat of my own drum kind of kid, so for the most part this overrode the perpetual undercurrent of social anxiety/awkwardness.
but I had taken freshman algebra at the HS my 8th grade year, so became familiar with the kids in that class ahead, and also played varsity soccer starting my freshman year- gave me a built-backup social group when my own very small one wasn't enough. but the reality was, my group was always enough. I've always been more comfortable with a couple of friends rather than being part of a team... and I've been fortunate to always have a good core group of friends.
unlike wikkid, I hit 6' as a 13yo which gave me a some confidence physically, as did being all-western states in one sport (soccer- div 1, top 20 college later) and a regular all-star in another (baseball).
my HS was in NCal early 80s where slacker children of hippies (many of them famous) were the cool kids- much cooler/popular to visibly not care about #### than to be outwardly impassioned by your life. I always followed and cared about doing my own thing, which I think made me interesting and kind of popular to that group (the popular crowd absorbed me in spite of myself late freshman year), but also always kept me at arms length from the en-masse popular crowd. drugs were rampant, and I had no interest. even though I was a top athlete, student and musician and ran with the popular crowd, I still played D&D with my friends and had no problems seeing bands, movies, etc by myself if nobody wanted to go. I experienced anti-popular backlash my last couple years from kids who assumed my grades/sports/music/art were an intentional slap in their faces rather than me just doing my own thing and assuming nobody else should care if it didn't involve them.
it's all been downhill since then.