Figured I'd let off some steam here as to how I'm feeling about the past week and what's to come.
1. I'll admit it...I am pretty scared at the moment. The pace at which this global situation has accelerated and the realiziation that the US is on a similar if not more dire path, is really what has me at Defcon-4.
2. At the same time, I'm extremely mindful to maintain an exterior sense of calm with my family while at the same time trying to communicate in a 'Fauci type manner' the severity of the situation.
3. 2.5 weeks ago, I brought up to my wife that a forthcoming Spring Break trip in April was in danger...she scoffed at the notion. Needless to say, we'll not be taking that trip. However, the gap between her grasp of all that's going on seems to still be well behind mine. I've kind of taken that to be a sense of our respective POV's. I think I've been forward looking on this thing while she is in 'today mode'. This has led to some tension between us. Tough ****...I feel like I've earned some cred on being ahead of her on this.
4. My kids are in 'roll their eyes' mode on this. The SB trip was to celebrate my daughters HS graduation so she got to pick the destination. She's was not exactly cool with my approach here. Tough ****. At the same time, the decision on the trip would have/will have been made for us anyway even if I didn't make the call. At the same time, because my wife is not completely on board with my...focus on this, she's more silent than supportive on this front.
5. Both my kids have jobs...my daughter at a daycare, my son at a trampoline park. I'll be taking the lead in communicating their temporary resignations today. With the daycare job, there certainly is a part of me that feels conflicted on this because I recognize there are people who require those services that don't have the flexibility to work from home. However, I'll be the bad guy here...my daughter is still a kid with a limited world purview. This is a decision I'll make for her, much as I try to allow her to learn independence - stakes are too high.
6. I've liquidated most of my investments. While I'm generally a 'time in the market v timing the market' investor...the circumstances by which we are operating under both stateside and globally across almost every aspect of humanity are unprecedented in the modern world. Trusting investment vehicles to know what's coming hour to hour, much less long term seems mucho risky. As such, I'm sitting this out...
7. I've done the math on what we may be looking at moving forward in terms of # of cases and death rate -
@shader got me following this trajectory. Needless to say...if current pace levels don't subside, the first week of April could be devastating.
8. One of my most vivid memories of 9/11 was actually 9/12. We went out to our front porch at dusk, lit a candle and as my wife and I looked around, all of our neighbors were doing the same. We remeber that day because 9/11 was a unifying event for us all - we knew what each of us as Americans were going thru. This pandemic will end in due course...to the extent that we know what/when that will be, no one knows other than it WILL end. And at that point, humanity will have a chance to have it's September 12th moment and hopefully we can all carry on with that understanding of each other and our life experience in mind.