Here are the Q&A's with Charles from yesterday. Sounds like he's a little uncertain about that knee.
Q: How has this recovery process been? Is it more difficult than the previous one?
CHARLES: “No. I’m just happy with where I’m at. It’s different every time, especially after the first. I can’t treat it like I did the first time -- I have to take a different approach.”
Q: Did you think you would be back to ‘full go’ by this point?
CHARLES: “I am ‘full go’ right now. I’m out here, I’m practicing and I can’t be happier about where I’m at.”
Q: How is the knee feeling after practice? Are you in the ‘trust phase’ still?
CHARLES: “No. I work out before practices and do a lot with it. It’s all going to come when it comes. It’s just practice right now and I’m happy to be out here. I could be sitting on the couch watching TV, so like I said, I’m happy to be out here with my teammates.”
Q: Is that the mindset you have to have to trust the process and don’t try to push it too quickly?
CHARLES: “Yes, absolutely. Worrying too much won’t get you anywhere. By stepping with my faith, it will lead me in the right direction. If I worry about my knee being ‘good’, ‘not good’ or if it’ll get better, it won’t help anything. I can’t worry about those types of things. I’ve got to get myself ready mentally and physically.”
Q: Touch on the experience you’ve had going through this before.
CHARLES: “The first time was totally different. The first time I tore it in the second game, and this time I tore it in the fifth game. The doctor told me, ‘When you have an ACL tear, don’t treat it like you did the first one. It’s totally different just like every knee is different.’ I’ve just got to trust myself and where I’m at with it.”
Q: Are you confident with your game speed?
CHARLES: “Yes. When I step on the field, even just at practice, I’m able to work hard and be myself just to show everyone out here that I’m good to go. When we get into games, I’ll do what it takes to get ready, but I won’t do it to that extent. Before our own practices, I try to do so much and at a high level to get the knee stronger before I come out.”
Q: Would you have preferred to have some sort of preseason action?
CHARLES: “Not really. Every day is different. I just need to trust the process when I step on the field whether it’s preseason or regular season.”
Q: What has you in the best mental place you’ve been in?
CHARLES: “I’ve learned a lot in my life; both in my past and where I’m at now. Being baptized, reading The Bible and understanding the word, I feel like I’ve learned and grown a lot in both my physical and spiritual life. That’s holding me right now. If I didn’t have all of that, I might be losing my mind at this point. I might be thinking, ‘Oh man, why isn’t my knee getting better? There’s people in front of me.’ But [my faith] is holding me. I’m being joyful, thankful and giving thanks in these times. Like I said before, I could be sitting on the couch watching TV.
“In addition, the funny thing with me is, I’m faster than normal people. I’m faster than all of you holding the cameras right now. I’m faster than some of my teammates. You may not see that directly, but I’m faster than some of the guys I’m going up against. I learned that a long time ago from one of my coaches when I was at Texas. My coach said, ‘Jamaal, it’s okay. Even though you have a limp and a bad ankle, you’re still faster than the guys next to you.’ I know I’ve received God-given talent. It’s God’s glory allowing me to come back from two ACL tears. I hope it inspires kids and others going through similar situations. It’s going to make me better.”
Q: What type of player can you be once you return? Can you give 20-25 carries like in years past?
CHARLES: “I’m not sure. I’m ready for whatever the coaches ask. I’m ready, happy, and looking forward to getting on the field. When my time comes, it’s going to come. It’s not on my time, it’s on God’s time.”