Appreciate all of the support. As always, I think about this crew a lot during races. This place is really the backbone of my running (as weird as that may sound). I knew going in that bonking was a possibility, but I had to go for it. I've never felt stronger in my life. In hindsight, I think I was a bit overconfident and took the race for granted, but oh well. Live and learn!
OK, on to the RR...
2013 Philly Marathon
As with most big marathons now, security has increased a lot. In the confirmation email, they strongly urged runners to get to the start/finish area at 5AM to give enough time to get through security screenings. Great, that's 1 less hour I'd have to sleep. It ended up not mattering to me, but it sucked dragging my wife/kids out of bed at 3AM. I was up and checking the alarm every hour and ended up getting up at 2:50 anyway.
Morning routine was fine... except I didn't
purge like I wanted to. It ended up being a running joke between me, comfortably numb, and my sister. None of us dumped like we hoped. Anyways, we got to the start area at 5AM and security was a breeze. We quickly regretted getting there so early. Standing around for 2hrs sucked. The 3 of us somehow managed to screw it all up and were standing in portapot lines at 6:55.

I quickly got through and was in my corral with 2 minutes to spare.
The plan was to go out at a 7:35ish pace and see how it felt. If it was too hard/easy or my HR was too high/low (165) after the first 5mi I'd adjust accordingly. I was in the black corral (#2 after elites), so we were out of the gate about 4mins after the gun. Things seemed a lot more congested than I remember. One chick took a nasty spill right next to me around mile 2, nearly taking me out. She hit the deck hard! I settled in as best as I can and felt pretty good. My HR was within reason and pacing was spot on, so I continued on.
First 5mi: 7:42/161, 7:33/169, 7:25/163, 7:45/165, 7:29/171
I noticed somewhere around mile 8 that I was sticking to the 171 HR. It was so consistent I wondered if the HRM was stuck. I decided to back off a click. I wasn't comfortable running that high that soon. Otherwise, I felt good. The spectators on Chestnut St. (miles 6+) were amazing, as usual. The energy you get from this section is unreal. I also noticed here that I was sweating
a lot. Way more than any other marathon. I made sure to hit every water station from here on out.
Miles 8 and 9 have some good elevation to them, with mile 9 being the better hill of the 2. A solid but not undo-able hill. Long enough that some people walk it. I felt good here and got some chills thinking about how good I felt after hitting the top at mile 10. A quick gel and water and I noticed for the first time that instead of holding back, I was pushing to stay on pace. By mile 11, I knew something wasn't quite right. I decided to dial it back a notch again. By the time I hit the halfway mark, I knew for the first time that I was in trouble.
Miles 6-13: 7:26/171, 7:27/171, 7:55/172, 7:30/170, 7:58/173, 7:42/170, 7:33/172, 7:45/173 Halfway split = 1:40:49 (3:21 pace)
Miles 14-17 are the quietest section of the course as you run along the Schuylkill River. It was here that I really started to notice things were going bad. I tried to dial it back some more. Slowing my pace but an increasing HR was the final sign (splits in red); I'm in deep trouble. I started to rationalize things and decided to see if I could maybe still hit 3:25. So I tried to stick with a 7:5x pace, knowing that I had some time banked. There's also the hilliest section of the course coming up at 17-20, so I needed to be very careful. I hit the East Falls bridge at mile 17 and the subsequent hills. That took way too much out of me. I was toast. I have no idea what my split was here - the stupid GPS signal went out for the second year. I went from being about +0.2 on the mileage to -0.05. I know I slowed here, but it definitely wasn't 9:30 slow.
Miles 14-18: 7:39/172, 7:57/173, 7:51/175, 7:51/176, 9:30/176 30K split = 2:24:48 (3:23 pace)
Shortly after the 30K mat, we enter Manyunk. My arch nemesis. The hills really aren't
all that on the surface; it's the location that kills me
. I hit the wall hard here. Energy levels fell off a cliff and I was instantly in survival mode. The 3:25 pace group passed me here. I tried to stay with the group, but I just didn't have it. I was getting passed a lot. I kept trying to pick out a partner to try and stick with, but no matter who I picked or what I did, I just kept slowly falling back. It was demoralizing. After climbing out of Manyunk, I reset the goal to 3:29. I convinced myself I could do that. I had just finished the hardest part of the course, and I'm still able to think somewhat clearly. I can do this.....
I was OK for a mile or 2, relatively speaking. I was in misery, but I was able to keep going. No real mantras really hit me. I just absolutely refused to walk. I don't think there's anything more dejecting than stopping to walk or quitting. So I focused on that. I tried everything to distract myself from the pain. Focus on the hot chicks. Don't let that old guy pass you. OK don't let that walk/run chick pass you.

None of it worked, but I was still moving at least.
Things became increasingly harder and slower. It was the typical grind to a halt feeling, but hell if I'm quitting now. I could've easily mailed it in and did a walk/run back to the finish, but I just can't do that. I wouldn't be able to live with it. I knew by mile 24 that 3:29 was out and that 3:31 (PR) was in doubt. I tried like hell to push, but my legs were torched. If I opened my stride, my right hamstring immediately tightened up. If I shortened my stride, I couldn't keep the turnover up. I was stuck in plodding mode. At mile 26 I remembered Mom standing there last year and I choked up. My throat literally closed up and it freaked my out. I had to put her out of my mind and keep going.
It was an ugly finish, but damn it I finished without quitting and it's my second fastest marathon. So there's that!
Miles 19-26.2: 8:10/176, 8:28/175, 8:45/174, 8:38/173, 8:58/171, 8:52/168, 9:24/171, 9:25/175, final 0.2 'sprint' 8:17/175
Total time 3:32:33. Good for 1,665/10,889 OA; 236/946 AG
Still very proud of my marathon progression... I still believe I am a Boston marathoner in the coming years. Just have to keep putting in the work.