Good people ... this is long. Apologies in advance.
Historically I only run when I need to suffer or am working through things mentally/emotionally... I do not like running, cycling MTBs in particular are what I prefer enjoying 100 mile MTB races. ... 3 years ago, my father was diagnosed with ALS. Needing to do something, to suffer, a charity ride wouldn't cut it so I raised money and ran NYC in 16...jogged? I didn't take training too seriously and tweaked knees along the way slowed training to near a standstill. Marathon day was my 7th run since Aug 1 that year. My runs after that were all beer runs... I laced up sneakers maybe a half dozen times in 17. In 18 a total of 3 (one a emotion driven 13 miles).
Somewhere along the way I told my father I'd run NYC twice more, once when he couldn't walk and once more in his memory. Towards the end of the year, as my father's decline picked up steam I knew that I'd be running in 19 and likely just the once. I decided that I needed to run every dammm day, at least a mile, pace didn't matter... just get it done, create the habit, callous the mind. So I started running again... for the moment just logging short miles getting it done and working on form. I'm continuing the yoga 3x weekly I started back up with months ago, in hopes that it continues to work imbalances.. really hope to avoid the knee issues that plagued me in 16.
I emailed the charity just before he passed last week, was promised a spot, told him I'd be running again and some 36 hours later his body finally gave out.
TL
R I'm running again, gonna do NYC in NOV in my Pop's memory and running still sucks. I'll be checking in from time to time, but don't expect me on Strava...I dumped that when I started focusing on enjoying the ride, not sure I see that changing.
this morning's run was short and labored run in 22*.