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Cranky old man ...a poem (1 Viewer)

BustedKnuckles

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Found this poem ...and as i grow older (im 50) i think lot about my future as an old man ...this really makes me think...i have no kids and if i end up in an old folks retirement home i can only imagine what it will be like...not good im sure.

CRANKY OLD MAN

What do you see nurses? . . .. . .What do you see?
What are you thinking .. . when you're looking at me?
A cranky old man, . . . . . .not very wise,
Uncertain of habit .. . . . . . . .. with faraway eyes?
Who dribbles his food .. . ... . . and makes no reply.
When you say in a loud voice . .'I do wish you'd try!'
Who seems not to notice . . .the things that you do.
And forever is losing . . . . . .. . . A sock or shoe?
Who, resisting or not . . . ... lets you do as you will,
With bathing and feeding . . . .The long day to fill?
Is that what you're thinking?. .Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes, nurse .you're not looking at me.
I'll tell you who I am . . . . .. As I sit here so still,
As I do at your bidding, .. . . . as I eat at your will.
I'm a small child of Ten . .with a father and mother,
Brothers and sisters .. . . .. . who love one another
A young boy of Sixteen . . . .. with wings on his feet
Dreaming that soon now . . .. . . a lover he'll meet.
A groom soon at Twenty . . . ..my heart gives a leap.
Remembering, the vows .. .. .that I promised to keep.
At Twenty-Five, now . . . . .I have young of my own.
Who need me to guide . . . And a secure happy home.
A man of Thirty . .. . . . . My young now grown fast,
Bound to each other . . .. With ties that should last.
At Forty, my young sons .. .have grown and are gone,
But my woman is beside me . . to see I don't mourn.
At Fifty, once more, .. ...Babies play 'round my knee,
Again, we know children . . . . My loved one and me.
Dark days are upon me . . . . My wife is now dead.
I look at the future ... . . . . I shudder with dread.
For my young are all rearing .. . . young of their own.
And I think of the years . . . And the love that I've known.
I'm now an old man . . . . . . .. and nature is cruel.
It's jest to make old age . . . . . . . look like a fool.
The body, it crumbles .. .. . grace and vigour, depart.
There is now a stone . . . where I once had a heart.
But inside this old carcass . A young man still dwells,
And now and again . . . . . my battered heart swells
I remember the joys . . . . .. . I remember the pain.
And I'm loving and living . . . . . . . life over again.
I think of the years, all too few . . .. gone too fast.
And accept the stark fact . . . that nothing can last.
So open your eyes, people .. . . . .. . . open and see.
Not a cranky old man .
Look closer . . . . see .. .. . .. .... . ME!!

 
In my line of work i have to frequent retirement homes all the time...and it breaks my heart every time when i see all the old people just sitting in the halls by themselves,or lying in bed . They have no hope in there eyes ...just blank sad faces.

 
In my line of work i have to frequent retirement homes all the time...and it breaks my heart every time when i see all the old people just sitting in the halls by themselves,or lying in bed . They have no hope in there eyes ...just blank sad faces.
Being kidless with a sick wife and on the other side of 50 I can identify with your sentiments in the OP. I ain't looking at a Disney ending here. I used to date a nurse who worked in a nursing home. I had to stop going in to pick her up for lunch dates. It was simply too depressing.

 
'The Man In The Bed' - song by Dave Alvin

The man in the bed isnt me

Now I slipped out the door and Im runnin free

Young and wild like Ill always be

No the man in the bed isnt me.

And these tremblin hands, theyre not mine

Now my hands are strong and steady all the time

They can swing a sledge hammer or soothe a baby thats cryin

These trembling hands, theyre not mine.

Now the nurse over there doesnt know

That I aint some helpless old so-and-so

I could have broken her heart not that long ago

Now the nurse over there doesnt know.

That the man in the bed isnt me

Cause I slipped out the door and Im runnin free

Young and wild like Ill always be

The man in the bed isnt me.

Im the man Ive always been

Im the kid who rode the rails through the Great Depression

I fought in the big war and marched for the Union

Im the man Ive always been.

So dont believe what the doctors say

Theyre just makin things up so they can get paid

Yeah, and it aint me theyre talkin about anyway

So dont believe what the doctors say.

Cause the man in the bed isnt me

Well I slipped out the door and Im finally free

Young and wild like Ill always be

No the man in the bed isnt me

No the man in the bed isnt me

No the man in the bed isnt me.

 

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