So, the bathtub scene. This has to be the darkest moment in the show’s history. And it’s all the more shocking because you led into it with this mundane montage of baby-care scenes. You feel like, “Maybe I can slip off to the bathroom real quick,” and then Carrie almost drowns her child.
It’s going to be a very controversial moment, I think. That scene, we spent five days in the editing room making that scene what it was. We tried to leave it in the mind of the audience—did she actually put that baby underwater or not? That’s left to the audience to decide. But it certainly is motivation for her to get out of the Untied States. She realizes she is a danger to her own child and cannot stay there.
The way it played to me was like the child was underwater.
It went through a lot of iterations. Where we left it is in the eye of the beholder. Did she just contemplate it? Is it all in her head? Nevertheless, it terrified her, and I think Carrie’s response where she yanks the baby out of the bath we realize how terrified she was.
Was Showtime nervous about it?
You know, I think we’re all nervous about it. We certainly don’t want anybody to turn off to Carrie. But frankly, from the research we’ve done, it’s not an uncommon thought for parents of newborns whose lives have been turned upside down to contemplate doing something terrible. And of course, it does actually happen too.
It’s a scene that does color our perception of her even though she didn’t go through with it because it’s such a horrifying potential act.
I think it shows the extremity of her state. She’s in an extreme place emotionally and cut off from her grief, and it’s causing her to behave in ways that are upsetting to her.