After doing some soul searching and talking through the last month, I came to a realization about why my stress levels were so high. I normally am able to let most of these incidents go, but my stress levels had amped up so much over the past few weeks. Then I remembered what happened:
1) On 8/17/2023 an act of violence was committed by XXX employees against myself that required me to seek medical attention.
2) I and the manager who reported the incident were instructed to materially change the Workplace Incident Report by a member of the Executive Team. The instructions were to lessen the severity of the incident.
3) To the best of my knowledge, no questioning of the Employees occurred, no Corrective Action was given and no changes were put into place to protect front-line managers like myself.
As 9/15/23 was to be the first time I was again alone with the employees that caused the injury and it was known no action had been taken to lessen the possibility of another injury event occurring, any reason not to be placed in that position was used.
Did you literally not remember this or you were just trying to focus on other things and now just realized that a lot of your stress was probably tied to this incident?
I remembered that it happened and I remembered the actions of each of the parties, but I didn't realize how interrelated the events were.
I did sit down and talk with someone who asked what had happened over the past 60 days that could have caused such a change. I mentioned the above (having to go to urgent care after
getting struck with a pallet jack due to reckless/intentional behavior) and they started connecting the dots.
It makes sense. I was talking to my wife and could feel my tension and stress rise describing what had happened.