I never wrote a lengthy race report but I definitely want to go through the process of writing this one out and also reflecting on marathon running in general. I think it will be therapeutic as I’m kind of down right now. I guess I shouldn’t expect you guys to read all of this but feel free to comment on any part. I’d appreciate the feedback.
When I signed up for the 2012 Green Bay Marathon, I had high expectations. I set my PR back in 2009 in Chicago at 3:26. That was only my second marathon and that day we were fortunate enough to have temperatures in the 30s and 40s. All the other marathons I’ve run to date have been in the 70s or 80s. I struggled through two marathons in 2010 and realized I had to start training smarter. I had always been one to follow the “just get out there and run” philosophy. I would often start training runs without an idea of how far or fast I would go and would just see what happened. Sometimes I had poor runs but I’d try to make up for with an extra hard run the next time. The problem with this method is that I wasn’t optimizing my training runs for optimum value and I started allowing myself to get a little lazy with too many off days and too many shorter runs.
For Chicago 2011, I decided to finally follow a schedule and picked one of the Hal Higdon ones that are available on the Internet. I followed it religiously. I ended up recording a time
3:28 in 80 degree weather. Although not my best time, I consider it my best race considering the temperature. However, I faded significantly in the end (as I’d done in every marathon) and was disappointed that following the program didn’t get me the results I wanted. I was on board with following an expert’s schedule but just not Higdon’s. I felt his schedule called for too many long, slow runs resulting in me being unable to maintain the faster marathon pace for the duration.
When planning a spring 2012 marathon, I got some good advice from Gruecd in this thread to check out the Pfitzinger book and the Pfitzinger schedules. When I read through the book, I was sold. I particularly liked that his schedules had several long runs with significant marathon pace portions. For instance, I followed the 18 week, up to 55 mile schedule and it had runs of 13 with 8 at MP, 16/10, 16/12 and 18/14. This was exactly what I felt I needed!
So I picked the Green Bay Marathon, and started this year’s training. Initially I had two goals: set a PR and have the stamina to have a relatively consistent pace throughout -- no more significant fades at the end. I also had a strong desire to qualify for Boston (needing a 3:15 for my age group) but felt that that might be a bit too ambitious. I would save that for Chicago 2012 if I accomplished my other goals this time. In addition to the new program, I also decided to heart rate train and actually wear my monitor which I had done sparingly previously.
Training went wonderfully and an amazingly mild Chicago winter certainly helped. I only underperformed on a few of the runs and felt that I made up for those by either stretching things out a bit on other runs or picking up the pace. My heart rate was always fine. It would be in the low 140s on long-runs and rarely get over 160 on faster runs. In fact, things were going so well, I bumped up my pace on all my runs since my heart rate was telling me I wasn’t pushing too hard. I started doing long runs between 7:45 and 8:00 minutes per mile and jumped up to around 7:15-7:25 for marathon pace runs. Basically, I ended up training for a Boston qualifying time and decided I’d go for it weather permitting. There was no doubt that I was in the best shape of my life and more than ready for this race.
Fast forward to today. With the hot weather, I initially decided to scrap the Boston qualifying pursuit and just go with my original goals -- set a PR and finish strong. Unfortunately I got little sleep, maybe 2 hours a best. I have always had problems sleeping in strange beds and there are always a lot of unusual noises in hotels. Of course, being anxious and nervous about the temperature didn’t help. I was wearing my 2011 Chicago Marathon shirt. A runner mentioned to me that it shouldn’t be as hot today as it was in Chicago. That was really the perfect thing for me to hear and it raised my confidence. Anyway, I knew I’d set a PR easily with miles in the upper 7:30s, so that was what the plan was.
I’ll post my splits from my Garmin. My Garmin was measuring short though (I think my 305 isn’t cutting it any longer) so I ran some of these miles a few seconds or so slower in reality. Keep in mind a 3:15 Boston qualifying time averages 7:26 per mile.
1. 7:27
2. 7:14
At this point I knew was going too fast and told myself to slow down. However, I was pleased that all the aches and pains I get in my Achilles, feet, hips and knees were mild.
3. 7:14
4. 7:23
OK, I really, really need to slow down. I’m going way too fast.
5. 7:29
6. 7:29
7. 7:35
This was much closer to my planned pace. However, I remember a downhill stretch after this when my runner’s high really started kicking in. I often get a high around this point in a run and I just felt fantastic. “#### it!” I told myself, “I’m shooting for Boston!”
8. 7:21
9. 7:17
10. 7:22
11. 7: 25
12. 7:08
The Green Bay Marathon and Half Marathon runs together through mile 12. This was a new experience for me. I can be a highly competitive person and I remember picking up the pace because some half marathoners started picking up the pace to finish strong. Yes, stupid, I know.
13. 7:13
“Officially” I finished the first ½ in 1:37:16 from the text messages those tracking me received. At this point I’m ahead of Boston pace but only by a little. I remember being surprised at how well I felt.
14. 7:25
15. 7:28
16. 7:21
I think it was this mile that I caught up to the small 3:15 pace group. I’d seen them for a few miles. I decided that I’d ride it out with them for a while but that only lasted about 30 seconds. I was still feeling strong and felt I could run a little faster.
17. 7:20
18. 7:22
19. 7:26
20 7:20
From text messages, I know I finished 20 at 2:28:19 which is a 7:25 pace. I was starting to tire significantly and the heat was tough. I knew keeping this pace would be grueling but I hoped I could manage. I keep thinking about various points on my normal training runs trying to keep in context how “short” 6 more miles were.
21 7:19
Somewhere during the next mile, a cop at an intersection states the marathon has been cancelled. I think he’s joking, crack a smile, and keep running thinking nothing of it. In retrospect, I realize that someone would never make such a joke but what can I say? One’s mind is in a different pace at this point in the race.
After another ¼ mile, I reach the next water station and another official says the race is cancelled. This time I believe her. She stated that a shuttle would come and take us to the end. We could continue running but they would no longer track the times. I really felt dumbfounded. I remember stopping, starting and stopping again. I didn’t know what to do. The next thought that came to mind was to stop and save my body from the toll of the last few miles. Maybe I’ll search for another marathon to run in a month or so and stopping will help speed my recovery. As I’m sure you can imagine, at that point in the race, getting news like that is a highly emotional moment. It’s hard enough to gruel out the last 5 miles when it counts but to run just for the hell of it? If it was my first marathon and my goal was just to finish, I think I would have continued, but I wanted that 3:15. Or, if not, I wanted that official shattering of my PR. I had no doubt I could at least do that.
A guy behind me who also stopped sees some other runners continue. “Wait! We could have kept going? I only stopped because you stopped!” he tells me. I blow off the blame as I’m feeling as angry and upset as he is and know where it’s coming from. I mention that I stopped to save my body for another shot. He mentions that the only upcoming marathon in the area that he knows is Duluth (Minnesota?) and that it doesn’t get as warm there. Kinda far for me but it’s a possibility.
I wait for the shuttle that is suppose to come. I must have waited 20 minutes then ask a medical person if she know when it’s coming. She leaves to check with someone and comes back and says she doesn’t know. I decide to walk the rest of the way back.
Honestly, I have no idea if I would have made 3:15 or not. If there is any positive to this run, however, it’s that it gives me confidence that I am certainly capable of qualifying for Boston and I now am certain I know what I have to do to accomplish this in the future. Maybe that will mean more to me in the coming days.
Please give me a moment to rant about the cancellation. From what I’ve read, medical was overwhelmed with heat related cases and couldn’t handle the numbers expected by continuing the race. Under those circumstances, they had no choice but to cancel. I fully understand this. However, that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t have a beef. The heat wasn’t unexpected. The forecast called for it several days out. And 80 degree days in late May happens. What we have here, in my opinion, is piss-poor planning. I don’t know and, frankly, don’t care who is to blame. Whether it’s the city or the event coordinator or whomever. I’m a layman, of course, but I assume it’s highly predictable how many heat related issues with runners you’ll have with various weather conditions. There have been many, many marathons and half marathons run when the temperature has been in the 80s to base this on. You need to make sure you have enough medical help available. If you don’t, do something about it way before people run over 20 ####### miles. They could have cancelled the marathon yesterday and let everyone run the half. I could have PR’ed that. They could have incented people not to run at all. Maybe they should have limited the number of runners from the get-go to match the percentage they’d have to care for during adverse conditions. They could have told us early in the week that they had this problem and I could have decided to save money on the gas and hotel bill and stayed home.
Anyway, enough with the negative. I know better than to make this decision for several days, but I am considering signing up for a marathon to run in the next month. I haven’t done a search yet, but does anyone have a recommendation for one that’s not too far from Chicago? Right now I can’t imagine starting a whole new 18 week schedule for Chicago in October without clocking an official time beforehand. I know Pfitzinger is down on multiple marathoning but right now I feel like I’m in the best shape of my life and, obviously, stopped short of a 100% effort. I feel better physically tonight than I felt after marathons in the past. I think I can recover quickly and running a 3:15 in a month seems doable.