So hungover this morning I accidently wore two different shoes (1 Viewer)

[DA RAIDERS]

Then why are you pissed at me?

you seem to misinterpret what a lot of people are saying to you.  especially those that are trying to help/be the voice of reason/add a little levity/etc.

i never said i was pissed at you.  i said the way you are going on and on about being the worst person ever, is really lame. other than that, i was trying to show you that other people struggle and that when people try to help you and you push them away, it's hard to feel sorry for you.

not pissed at you at all.  it's not all about you.  most people don't really care about you or me.  some do, but not a lot.

 

[RokNRole]

you seem to misinterpret what a lot of people are saying to you.  especially those that are trying to help/be the voice of reason/add a little levity/etc.

i never said i was pissed at you.  i said the way you are going on and on about being the worst person ever, is really lame. other than that, i was trying to show you that other people struggle and that when people try to help you and you much them away, it's hard to feel sorry for you.

not pissed at you at all.  it's not all about you.  most people don't really care about you or me.  some do, but not a lot.

I explained why I do this earlier. Did you miss that?

 

[RokNRole]

everybody shut up

I'm going to listen to this repeatedly and try to become a better writer.

 

[skol asylum]

https://youtu.be/COAqYlZ-6Ds

 

[DA RAIDERS]

@DA RAIDERS

You didn't come here except to swing from Otis's jockstrap. 

stupid #### like this

 

[RokNRole]

stupid #### like this

It's my fault your first post was to defend a "person" like him?

 

[DA RAIDERS]

I explained why I do this earlier. Did you miss that?

apparently.  unless it was the woe is me, i'm the worst, i never accept help and push everyone away crap.  if it was that, i didn't miss it, but did skim over it.

 

[RokNRole]

apparently.  unless it was the woe is me, i'm the worst, i never accept help and push everyone away crap.  if it was that, i didn't miss it, but did skim over it.

You obviously have your finger on the ball. I will step back and soak in the valuable life lessons you bring to the table.

 

[DA RAIDERS]

It's my fault your first post was to defend a "person" like him?

defend? "person"?

otis is about as self deprecating as it comes.  he's the moron that spends $5000 to plant 4 shrubs in his backyard or to handle any small household upgrade.

 

[RokNRole]

defend? "person"?

otis is about as self deprecating as it comes.  he's the moron that spends $5000 to plant 4 shrubs in his backyard or to handle any small household upgrade.

What are we arguing about?

 

[DA RAIDERS]

You obviously have your finger on the ball. I will step back and soak in the valuable life lessons you bring to the table.

more #### you posting.  i'm merely pointing it out.  i don't care at all.  get down with your bad self.

i don't profess to know much.  i've been through my fair share of #### in life and can merely warn others when i see them approaching the same hazards i've already crashed through.

 

[RokNRole]

more #### you posting.  i'm merely pointing it out.  i don't care at all.  get down with your bad self.

i don't profess to know much.  i've been through my fair share of #### in life and can merely warn others when i see them approaching the same hazards i've already crashed through.

You care enough to continue posting .

What hazards have you encountered and overcome?

 

[skol asylum]

Did somebody say Hazzard?

 

[DA RAIDERS]

that blurred lines video is all kinds of awesome from a ratajkowski stand point.

 

[RokNRole]

that blurred lines video is all kinds of awesome from a ratajkowski stand point.

You only care about breasts and not the music?

 

[GilbertGrape]

You only care about breasts and not the music?

Troll level: Expert. Kudos. 

 

[RokNRole]

Well that's at least one feather in my cap lol

 

[RokNRole]

I'm drunk. I've been a drunk for a while so disregard anything I've said tonight.

Tomorrow I am getting sober and I'm going to work on getting a grip on reality, people, myself and anything in between that requires a grip. 

 

[DA RAIDERS]

You only care about breasts and not the music?

I already stated that I'm fairly lame when it comes to music.  I like the song in it's quirky stupid catchy way. And the ratajkowski factor makes it worth listening/watching. 

 

[RokNRole]

I already stated that I'm fairly lame when it comes to music.  I like the song in it's quirky stupid catchy way. And the ratajkowski factor makes it worth listening/watching. 

I'm not talking about pop music. What are you talking about?

 

[Baloney Sandwich]

I'm not talking about pop music. What are you talking about?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Avvh5H-EPWU

 

[Otis]

My college had frats but no frat houses. It was really weird.

Did you guys just hang out in the 7-11 parking lot or something?

 

[Arodin]

Do you have to mess up my thread? No better than someone like Otis ? 

ive restricted myself to this thread, upon request . If you can't add to it what are you doing here?

@DA RAIDERS

You didn't come here except to swing from Otis's jockstrap. 

It's my fault your first post was to defend a "person" like him?

I'm drunk. I've been a drunk for a while so disregard anything I've said tonight.

Tomorrow I am getting sober and I'm going to work on getting a grip on reality, people, myself and anything in between that requires a grip. 

Hoping you will in fact reread some of this when you are sober.  You get liquored up and then you just go off on people for nothing, striking at imagined demons but hitting actual people who bother to post in support of you.

This whole chain of insults started as a response to Raiders explaining politely why he isn't really a music person (I can relate).  Absolutely nothing in there that merited your coming at him, and now that's one more person you've potentially put off from any thoughtful contributions.

I can tell you need this thread to vent, get support, seek validation...it means a lot to you.  Maybe take a look at what the alcohol makes you do in here, including the "woe is me" stuff.  Your posts show you to be more motivated, sensible and open to dialogue when you arent sauced up.  You also get better responses (in and amongst the trolls, to be sure) when you arent taking shots.  Use that as motivation to make the changes you've been claiming to want.

 

[Dedfin]

Did the break ever happen??  Dammit

 

[ClownCausedChaos2]

Did you guys just hang out in the 7-11 parking lot or something?

Rand University?

 

[The Kerminator]

Wash, rinse, repeat

 

[Bacon is Delicious]

Did someone mention Ratajowski's boobs?  

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

Truth is I probably won't ever be comfortable with treatment or socializing like a normal person. I've stopped using alcohol and narcotics on my own in the past and I feel like I will again. I'm still drinking but regretting it more and more every day and I think the day is coming soon where I will get fed up and stop.

I haven't just accepted that I have a substance problem. I'm starting to accept that I probably will never fit in the world as others do You mean as you perceive others fitting in and my best option for success is to become a writer. Ideally with my lady because she's the only person I trust.

Maybe I do have BPD but that's not comprehensive. Treatment will probably be useless because I'm too smart to listen to anyone else.  I think smart is not the correct word here.  I have to do it on my own. Not get well, because after a lifetime of trauma that's impossible, but adjust and use the trauma in a positive way.

Best wishes.

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

Wash, rinse, repeat

Everyday the bucket go to the well

One day, one day the bottom must drop out.

Or in this case perhaps not.  Our boy has definitely exchanged a walk-on part in a war, for a lead role in a cage. 

 

[DocHolliday]

Did someone mention Ratajowski's boobs?  

Never mentioned enough.  

 

[Otis]

Hoping you will in fact reread some of this when you are sober.  You get liquored up and then you just go off on people for nothing, striking at imagined demons but hitting actual people who bother to post in support of you.

This whole chain of insults started as a response to Raiders explaining politely why he isn't really a music person (I can relate).  Absolutely nothing in there that merited your coming at him, and now that's one more person you've potentially put off from any thoughtful contributions.

I can tell you need this thread to vent, get support, seek validation...it means a lot to you.  Maybe take a look at what the alcohol makes you do in here, including the "woe is me" stuff.  Your posts show you to be more motivated, sensible and open to dialogue when you arent sauced up.  You also get better responses (in and amongst the trolls, to be sure) when you arent taking shots.  Use that as motivation to make the changes you've been claiming to want.

Woe he's really upset with me.  Not sure what I did to be the lightning rod.  Other than continue to be extremely awesome.  Some folks don't like that.

 

[Conanthecontrarian]

Everyday the bucket go to the well

One day, one day the bottom must drop out.

Or in this case perhaps not.  Our boy has definitely exchanged a walk-on part in a war, for a lead role in a cage. 

Bob Marley and Pink Floyd in the same post? Very nice! 

 

[Conanthecontrarian]

Woe he's really upset with me.  Not sure what I did to be the lightning rod.  Other than continue to be extremely awesome.  Some folks don't like that.

its obvious. As someone pointed out a while ago in this thread, once the supposed "villians" leave this thread, he will lash out at whoever remains. And so it begins.....

in his bluemagic days didnt he threaten you with a beating? 

 

[Otis]

its obvious. As someone pointed out a while ago in this thread, once the supposed "villians" leave this thread, he will lash out at whoever remains. And so it begins.....

in his bluemagic days didnt he threaten you with a beating? 

So he really is the blue magic guy??  Probably. I don't remember these dudes, they all kinda seem the same and not that interesting. 

Is this the same guy as the black haired dude who was posting pathetic vids in response to the FFA?

 

[jamny]

So he really is the blue magic guy??  Probably. I don't remember these dudes, they all kinda seem the same and not that interesting. 

Is this the same guy as the black haired dude who was posting pathetic vids in response to the FFA?

you're probably thinking Eminence. Not the same guy.

 

[skol asylum]

So he really is the blue magic guy??  Probably. I don't remember these dudes, they all kinda seem the same and not that interesting. 

Is this the same guy as the black haired dude who was posting pathetic vids in response to the FFA?

That's Conan. See his avatar.

 

[Maurile Tremblay]

Tomorrow I am getting sober and I'm going to work on getting a grip on reality, people, myself and anything in between that requires a grip. 

Good luck.

 

[jon_mx]

Did the break ever happen??  Dammit

I bet it happens about the same day he Sobers up, which won't be tomorrow.  I hope for the sake of his gf it is, but the track record suggest otherwise.  

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

Bob Marley and Pink Floyd in the same post? Very nice! 

This should not be attempted by the inexperienced. 

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

There is one question I'd really love to ask
Is there a place for da `opeless sinner
Who has hurt all mankind just to save his own beliefs?
 

-Bob Marley

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

BTW, the answer is yes.  Takes effort, will, and will not happen through drinking tall boys and playing video hockey.

 

[Evilgrin 72]

Whoa.... holy updates, Batman !

So, you're getting sober and married?  Congratulations x 2, big guy !  I'd love to see an update today to indicate everything is still on track.

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

Woe he's really upset with me.  Not sure what I did to be the lightning rod.  Other than continue to be extremely awesome.  Some folks don't like that.

Otis awesomeness cannot be diminished.  Does the eagle soaring high on the thermals concern itself with the  short flights of the grasshopper miles below?

 

[fantasycurse42]

Whoa.... holy updates, Batman !

So, you're getting sober and married?  Congratulations x 2, big guy !  I'd love to see an update today to indicate everything is still on track.

YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!11!!##!1

Click here. 

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

To answer my own question, only if the eagle has a hankering for a meal of grasshopper.

 

[Conanthecontrarian]

This should not be attempted by the inexperienced. 

how about this ( it is my first attempt at the Marley/Pink Floyd combo)?

Emancipate yourself from mental slavery, 
None but ourselves can free our minds.

The child is grown
The dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb.

both relevant imo.

 

[Conanthecontrarian]

That's Conan. See his avatar.

so youre neil young?

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

how about this ( it is my first attempt at the Marley/Pink Floyd combo)?

Emancipate yourself from mental slavery, 
None but ourselves can free our minds.

The child is grown
The dream is gone
I have become comfortably numb.

both relevant imo.

I like it gosh darn it.  I was thinking of that exact line from Redemption song but had not settled on the Floyds complimentary piece.

I doff my cap to you Sir.

 

[Conanthecontrarian]

I like it gosh darn it.  I was thinking of that exact line from Redemption song but had not settled on the Floyds complimentary piece.

I doff my cap to you Sir.

thanks. Dont hesitate to throw a like at my post if you dont mind. those "likes" are hot currency around these parts.

 

[Ditkaless Wonders]

thanks. Dont hesitate to throw a like at my post if you dont mind. those "likes" are hot currency around these parts.

I might have, but pandering for likes is unseemly.  Frankly I feel a bit dirty that you asked. Of course I like the dirty feelings.