I've got a lot less money than that, but it's broken down similarly. Most of it, about 80%, is in an IRA in one of those target date funds, and then I've built up what is now the other 20% over the years in a Roth IRA that was previously just holding some USAA mutual funds. I guess it's been about a year now where I decided to use that 20% in the Roth and try to actively manage. So it's not a ton of money, which limits what I can do. I'm looking to do mostly short-term stuff there.I'm going to run down some of the trades I've made just in case someone somehow benefits from my experience. I've always read "buy what you know," in other words, companies that you're familiar with and like.So I spent probably half of that 20% buying Buffalo Wild Wings at $67. Sold it maybe a month or so later at $87. I pay $9 a trade through USAA. So I was obviously feeling pretty good about a nice profit there.I had also swung for the fences on the local horse track because there was talk about a racino passing as part of trying to get a new football stadium built. So that was more high-risk, but I didn't put that much in. Didn't pan out, dumped for not too bad of a loss.Then had bought Target and Coors. Didn't hold either very long. Very small gain on Target, offset by small loss on Coors.Sold because I followed Dodds' advice on EXK. Put about half of my 20% on that and it pretty much stunk. I held it and held it, and while Dodds claimed to be making money hand over fist with his super-secret formula on that stock, and I took it in the shorts. I did buy some more when it had bottomed out at one point, and then at the next mild bounce, I sold it all and was happy at that point with what was still a pretty big loss. I see it really hasn't moved at all since I dumped it, so that's good.Then I also put a decent chunk of this account into PLG on General Malaise's advice. He was clear that it was a long-term hold in his opinion. So I bought it with that in mind, and I'm still holding it, but it's way, way down at this point from where I bought and I'm just holding and hoping.I also took some of the money from my sale of EXK and bought Buffalo Wild Wings again when it dipped to around 70 again, then sold when it bounced back, but this time a much more modest profit.Bought back into some of my conservative mutual fund accounts for a while to just sort of calm down for a while until I found something else to buy. Then bought 3M in an attempt to ease back in for a while, but then sold that very quickly basically breaking even because I wanted to free up all the money in that account (other than the still-holding PLG) when Apple started to dive.I wanted to get back to "buying what you know," and I felt like there was a great opportunity with Apple. So I bought Apple at $590 in late November thinking I was getting a great bargain. It proceeded to plummet. 10 days later, I bought another chunk, about half as much as the initial purchase, at $533. So now my entire Roth account is sitting in PLG (10%) and Apple (90%). And Apple is still below $530 as of this morning.So all of my Buffalo Wild Wings and Target gains and have been wiped out and then some by losses on EXK, and then those that I'm currently sitting on in PLG and AAPL.The point of all of this is to show how dumb I am. Honestly. I followed the advice of strangers on a message board and lost badly.I bought and sold with random emotion, sometimes selling at the bottom while other times refusing to sell and cut my losses, only to see things plummet further.So I really don't know what any of this means, other than I - as I've said - I don't know what I'm doing. Now, knowing that, I'm only using this Roth for this active trading so that I could "afford" to lose this money. But obviously I don't want to. This experience has only further cemented my beliefs that I just don't get the stock market and things go up and down for no reason. And I feel like the only way you can make money is if you're lucky or if you get some inside tip.Again, I'm sure that's my ignorance showing, but I don't even know where to start with trying to start educating myself. It seems like all these so-called "experts" are idiots that swing and miss more often than not, and so you have the Bogleheads saying to buy and hold mutual funds. And then you have Siff saying those days are gone, and I tend to agree with his rationale, but I still don't know what to do about it.And, really, I think the big problem for me personally and many others I'm sure is that I don't have enough money to make money. Dodds is out there buying massive chunks of EXK or whatever, and so when the thing goes up a nickel, he sells and makes a significant amount. Good for him, a guy that already has money. (And, yes, I understand that works the opposite way, too).But for me, a stock has to go up quite a bit at the levels I'm buying in for me to make any worthwhile profit. Buffalo Wild Wings was great, everything else, not so much.I'll stop rambling now.