@bostonfred
-As an aside I just want to say that this isn't funny to BF and I'm sorry to everyone I may have disappointed tonight but I haven't checked in lately and I don't think its fair to just be BF's burden in a PM...my wife and I are talking tonight, she's a stronger woman than you might think.
-It started as a Tuesday Night and then Tennis got canceled due to rain and then I just kept going, I'm just being honest.
I didn't want to post all this in
here because that's not the alcoholic thread.
I had written this post in there and realized that wasn't right and I found this thread launched in Oct of 2020, believe me I understand very clearly why you might have launched this during the pandemic and also a change of leadership, that can be hard no matter who you vote for.
I'm OK but I just felt like I needed to talk and say something tonight. It's really not BFs problem but he has reached out a couple times and it's not right if i don't check in when i ain't right. I cannot really explain it, I wish I could but I really can't this very minute.
I have many stories but they don't seem to matter right now. I have a boatload of people who are waiting to catch me, honestly I live a blessed life and that's what makes this even more depressing IMHO. I will work on this, thought I was working on this but obviously not enough.
I love all of you and i don't mean to be a burden, i just needed to post up tonight.