Sounds like you need discipline, this is only day 1 - wanting to finish ahead or get back to even is the classic gambler's paradox - just take the loss in the future, I know it is tough but I think once you can accept your losses it will help you in the long run. Good luck on your latest quest.
I understand your reasoning, but I believe that I have the ability to honestly AND accurately assess whether or not I'm playing winning poker at any given time, and when I was trying to get back to even late last night I was indeed playing winning poker. If I was winning all along, I probably would've quit before earning those last 1000 or so VPPs, but driving to win on the day pushed me to keep playing. As long as I'm playing winning poker, anything that motivates me to play more is a good thing imo.
Assani, Do you want my voice of reason on this one, or would you prefer that I remain
Just my conservative rant here, but although you may very well have the ability to assess your playing state (winning or losing), will you always be right about that? And, more importantly, will you always be able to act accurately?I still sense you were chasing last night, and are just not able to recognize a potential ***** in your armour to achieve your goals.
Assani, your poker skills are top shelf, my human nature skills are pretty solid, so maybe I can help.
And, if you think I am way off, honestly answer this question.
Have you consistently quit playing when you are winning big, when during that winning rush you determine you are not playing winning poker at the time, and consistenly quit playing at that moment?
I mean if you truly can bypass all the normal human emotional cloudiness that goes on when gambling, and can somehow accurately and objectively assess when you are not playing winning poker, it stands to reason that this inflection point can occur when you are up huge, up some, even, down some, or down huge.
If not, then I think you are subject to something we all are, gambler's rush when winning, and gambler's chase when losing.
My honest feedback is I think you were chasing, and I think you need to improve in this area if you are going to reach your poker potential.
Just my two cents....... Again, I really want to see that post at the end of the year with the great results!