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fair enough.I'd say John admitted the bold less eloquently than you characterized, but he openly regretted it. He wasn't happy that he'd given it the "acceptable" sheen, though I'm sure he was happy to have a #3 hit. John...full of contradictions and insecurity. But did he speak to the people whom he wanted to reach in the way he wished to? I'd argue that he admitted he didn't. Yet somehow it became bigger than that, and perhaps, as you allude to, what was needed wasn't what he wanted to admit he had to do. He'd had plenty of songs that were "just plain sedition" but they didn't reach the masses. This did and still does. There's magic in that.
Given that this was not for "you" (i.e., me), I'm perfectly comfortable that it still isn't. I'd have had it ranked quite a bit lower if it weren't such a cultural touchstone. It isn't for me, now. If that means I don't "get it" somehow, I understand. And since it's a thread of my favorites, it's altogether fitting that someone who doesn't understand it doesn't appreciate it enough.
Edit to be clear: I appreciated and loved your post. You bring a perspective that I can never have and I value enormously.
we can't know our eloquence. my god growing up was Willie Mays. he couldn't have known that, wouldn't have been impressed, mightn't have cared. and i didn't need him to. i didn't need him to hit .300. i didn't need him to hit 50 homers, triples&triples, steal bases, win Gold Gloves. i needed him to play with power, passion, purpose. and joy. i grew up around a lot of people who looked like him and, if i ever saw any of em do anything with joy, i wouldnta known what to do with that.
i just wanted to be free. life has always been relentlessly stoopit to me, people irredeemably ridiculous. i am not stoopit. i am not ridiculous. but i had to be a people, so i had to be. Say Hey Willie had 1000 more reasons than me to be stoopit & ridiculous and maybe he was. but when the ball came off a pitcher's hand, an opponent's bat, he could pound stoopit, chase down ridiculous, run past the obscenely rigged game we are forced to play and be free. if he could, maybe i could.
i have done what i could to outrun the ordinary, help loved ones feel special, help strangers see the difference. but i can't know my eloquence. Willie Mays didn't. John Lennon didn't. i might actually be embarrassed by what eloquence another might have found in me. in my retirement, i have found forums to express and caused many to feel that i'm stoopit & ridiculous. i hope also to have helped many to see past the stoopit & ridiculous in themselves, possibly to have a greater desire not to be stoopit & ridiculous. but i don't know. we never know. we just do. with power, passion, purpose when we can. and joy.
I might die.