Latest news for Boston registrations: I read that they have about 5,000 slots for the 'regular' qualifiers this week. The BQ-20, -10, and -5 groups last week each took about 5-6,000 slots, so it's not looking good for registration to continue into next week. It would be helpful to at least know before my race on Sunday.
I agree it doesn't look good, but I hope it somehow works out for you,
tri-man. I know how badly you want it.I thought I wanted it pretty badly, too, but looking back, I'm not so sure. I can come up with a dozen excuses why things didn't go my way on Sunday, and I'm sure all of them
did contribute, but the bottom line is that I just wasn't ready physically or mentally for that kind of effort. Once the race started, it didn't take long at all for me to realize that I was working way too hard for the pace that I was running; I know some of you (
Ned) like to use a HRM, but having run 20 marathons, I can just tell. I started falling off my goal pace towards the end of the first lap, and after just a few more miles, I accepted the reality that it wasn't going to happen. At that point, I lost all motivation to keep going, and I just quit.
I'm not sure what's next for me. There's a decent possibility that I'll still get into Boston via my contact at John Hancock, but I'm honestly not even sure I care that much anymore. I'm just worn out mentally, and I need a break. I was planning on running Madison in November, but I'm already in the process of transferring that bib to someone on their waiting list. I need to take some time, re-boot, and just run for the sake of running. I'm looking forward to hitting the trails this fall. I'll still do the 50K next month, and I'm looking at an 8-hour timed event (10K trail loop) in November.
If I get into Boston, great. If I don't, then I guess it wasn't meant to be. I just know that I really need to stop connecting so much of my self worth to my success as a runner. It's not good for me.