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This. Tough to read and really hoping things can turn around.I liked that post just to let you know we are with you brother - hope you get your health stuff straightened out - that’s most important.
This. Tough to read and really hoping things can turn around.I liked that post just to let you know we are with you brother - hope you get your health stuff straightened out - that’s most important.
I think your last mile says a lot about the kind of person you are. Like tri said, life is a marathon. Sure you may be at a point in life where not much is going right, but you got heart and you’re not a quitter. Take some time off, eat some bad food. Then, see if you have an itch to get back out there. If you do, just take it slow and try to enjoy it. I know this is all easier said than done, but don’t beat yourself up over one stupid race. You finished strong, that takes a lot of heart and desire based on what you were dealing with. Keep that head up!2017 Snot Run.......Errrr.......KC 1/2 Marathon Race Report
So this was supposed to be just another race in the next step of my racing career. I had in the back of my mind a spring marathon to give it one more go. So for this race, the goal this cycle was just to build back up after a rough batch of training since my marathon last October.
This year has been tough on me and my body. My stomach issues are well documented around here, but the truth is it HAS affected me. I just didn't know (or didn't want to accept) the reality of what's been going on.
The last few weeks I've actually had some decent runs, but I got sick last Thursday. Just a simple sinus infection, that in the past is treated with a simple anti-biotic and I feel better in a few days. This one knocked me on my ### (similar to one I had in the spring). I was in bed for three days, and after a week on this medicine I still have stuff in my chest and a runny nose. So I'm not quite clear yet. This is a side effect of my stomach stuff - my immune system is out of wack and it is just tougher to recover from things. In the spring in took me 3 rounds of anti-biotics to clear that sinus infection.
I tell you all this because today it really became relevant. The morning was warm as I posted above - it was sticky at the starting line at 7:00 am. The good news is I had an outstanding poop this morning, and got to the race in plenty of time. A pretty uneventful morning.
The corral set up for this race was horrible. They closed off the front and there was only one way in - from the back. Consequently people were jammed in with all different pace strategies. Lots of frustration from many in there. But the gun goes off, and here we go. I'm going to break this course into segments, because this race was a failure. So I'm going to try and paint an accurate picture of what was going on with me, the course, and the race.
Mile 1: 9:16 pace, 159HR
Mile 2: 8:02 pace, 172HR
Mile 1 was a pain in the ####. I had to weave through a lot of pace groups to get to where I could run a comfortable pace. My plan was to try and stick around an 8:30 pace. Based on training and how I ran my race in the spring on a lot less miles, I thought I could be here. Or as least close to it. I got into mile two and this was a downhill segment, so I wanted to push the pace here. My heart rate jumped fast into the 170's, and it would stay there the most of the day.
Mile 3: 8:57 pace, 173HR
Mile 4: 9:19 pace, 174HR
Mile 5: 10:12 pace, 173 HR
This segment was basically uphill. For three ####### miles. I knew this going in, so I knew I had to conserve some energy here because after mile 5 it hits a downhill stretch for about 4 miles where I thought I could make some hay. I'm working hard here - this is where I start to see the effects of my sinus infection. I'm got spit and #### coming up my throat, so I'm spitting every 10 steps. This is also where we turned into that south wind. The wind was brutal - 17 to 20mph into my chest. So this segment was tough. My heart rate is staying steady though, so I thought I had some for the downhill.
Mile 6: 8:54 pace, 173HR
Mile 7: 8:34 pace, 172HR
Mile 8: 9:23 pace, 172HR
Mile 9: 9:09 pace, 172HR
This segment was ok, but I was expending a lot of energy. My heart rate wasn't coming down, which it usually does when I'm rolling downhill. At the bottom of this section the course starts to go uphill again for a long stretch. I'm in trouble here and I know it - I'm still spitting up crap and my body is just aching badly.
Mile 10: 10:22 pace, 168HR
Mile 11: 10:48 pace, 165HR
Mile 12: 11:00 pace, 163HR
It's over. I'm walking some at this point because my body is shutting down. Starting to feel some cramping in my calves, which surprised me because my nutrition and hydration was on point this week. But it's in this segment where I start to do some real soul searching and trying to figure out my future to be honest. This entire segment for basically three miles is uphill. Once again, I knew this was coming, but by now it didn't matter anyway. I #### you not - this section from mile 9 to mile 12.5 was all uphill. A brutal course.
Mile 13.1: 9:50 pace, 158HR
I ran it in at least. Final chip time of 2:06:38. My worst time ever, even going back to my first race ever in 2013. I'm wiped - my body is thoroughly wiped. So is my mind.
In Summary
So I mentioned earlier I had a lot of time to think about things during the back half of this race. And everything over the last year came flooding into my brain. The diagnosis of my stomach stuff, that bout of sickness in the spring, how I have felt going on a year now. And it's all related and at the same time my new reality.
My body is different now. I can't get to where I could before in terms of fitness. My body is exhausted daily - every run I do is extremely frustrating because I rarely feel good. And when I get sick, I can't recover in time to get back on the saddle and build on my base. This sinus infection I have now will probably require at least another bout of medicine.
And it sucks. It's over for me as a distance runner. My heart is heavy and I'm bordering on tears writing this right now. There will not be another marathon. There will more than likely never be another half marathon. I can't keep doing this knowing I'm getting slower and slower and there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it.
Thanks all for your help and support - trust me - a large part of my disappointment is that you've all helped so much - and that a part of me feels like I've let you all down. But in all honesty:
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.![]()
I liked that post just to let you know we are with you brother - hope you get your health stuff straightened out - that’s most important.
Yep. Try not to think much about whether you'll do another specific race it distance again and just go for health. You'll be happier being healthier and frankly running a marathon or a half isn't that important compared to your overall health.Chief focus on getting healthy and to where you need to be for the next time whenever that may be. Think about the encouraging words you’d have for others of us and try a few on yourself ?
Yup, this. Appreciate your honesty as much as I've appreciated your encouragement, @ChiefD. Get yourself healthy man, and then see where you're at in terms of desire to get back to running/training. We'll be here.I liked that post just to let you know we are with you brother - hope you get your health stuff straightened out - that’s most important.
You and your race are the first thing I thought of this morning. It truly hurts reading parts of that post.Thanks all for your help and support - trust me - a large part of my disappointment is that you've all helped so much - and that a part of me feels like I've let you all down.
This!@ChiefD, keep in mind that the back half of an under-trained HM is not necessarily the best time for some deep soul searching. However, I hear what you're saying. Running's not fun when it drains your energy and exacerbates, or leads to, recurring health issues. See if you can get healthy, and do what's best for you and your family. I understand your logic of laying off the distance events for a while. If you still have the itch, maybe focus on 5Ks that the family can enjoy or even join you. Life itself is a marathon, so be patient!
Yep. Kinda wish I had raced when I was in better shape but running just to go was enjoyable in its own way.Those few months earlier in the year when I was just running for ####s and giggles were Zen like. I mean, I knew I had an end game. But it was more than a year down the road. So they were just miles for the sake of miles. No racing goals - just mental and physical health.
Yes! Huge congrats!bushdocda said:Got it done
Immaterial, especially with the first one. Now you've got one under your belt, know that you can do it, and reasonably know what to expect.bushdocda said:albeit slower than any goals
We always remember our first! Congrats @bushdocda, looking forward to hearing the details.bushdocda said:Got it done albeit slower than any goals - snuck just under 4:13. Stoked to have one under my belt to base training and pacing off of going forward and as of now am as healthy coming out as I went in
Will be happier later. Can report out prob tomorrow while not working - now time to find some quesadillas. ?
Thanks for all the guidances to all- would’ve loved to nail my planned plan.
It makes me sad to read this. :(My body is different now. I can't get to where I could before in terms of fitness. My body is exhausted daily - every run I do is extremely frustrating because I rarely feel good. And when I get sick, I can't recover in time to get back on the saddle and build on my base. This sinus infection I have now will probably require at least another bout of medicine.
And it sucks. It's over for me as a distance runner. My heart is heavy and I'm bordering on tears writing this right now. There will not be another marathon. There will more than likely never be another half marathon. I can't keep doing this knowing I'm getting slower and slower and there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it.
Congratulations!bushdocda said:Got it done albeit slower than any goals - snuck just under 4:13. Stoked to have one under my belt to base training and pacing off of going forward and as of now am as healthy coming out as I went in
Will be happier later. Can report out prob tomorrow while not working - now time to find some quesadillas. ?
Thanks for all the guidances to all- would’ve loved to nail my planned plan.
nice job @bushdocda!! look forward to the report! hope the muscles are feeling not too bad today.bushdocda said:Got it done albeit slower than any goals - snuck just under 4:13. Stoked to have one under my belt to base training and pacing off of going forward and as of now am as healthy coming out as I went in
Will be happier later. Can report out prob tomorrow while not working - now time to find some quesadillas. ?
Thanks for all the guidances to all- would’ve loved to nail my planned plan.
Keep in mind that I swore off road marathons about 7 weeks ago, and I've since completed one marathon, and I'm planning another for the spring.
Thanks. And thanks to all the words of encouragement. Trust me, it's appreciated.Get yourself better first. That's your next race. And hopefully, someday, and someday soon, you can write another one of these reports. But you didn't let anyone down. That was an awesome accomplishment yesterday that shows who you are. So, thank you.
Not sure when you were diagnosed and how long you've been dealing with it, but for many there are periods when things are bad but other times when things are much better. I'm hoping you can find a good state for an extended period of time. And, if a newer diagnosis, might just be a matter of time of adjusting and knowing what you're capable of and what you're not. I also bet there are resources for patients with UC that like to run. Might be a step to look into.Thanks. And thanks to all the words of encouragement. Trust me, it's appreciated.![]()
The really sobering part is what I have (ulcerative colitis), is not curable. It's a chronic disease I will be living with the rest of my life. So all I can really do is manage symptoms and hope it doesn't flare up to something really bad. I was hoping that I could still do things as normal, but as of right now it doesn't look to be the case.
But, I will continue to run, albeit just shorter distances for awhile just to keep in shape, and try and mix in a longish run every week or two.
that was incredible
Have you considered other forms of exercise? Not all of the time, but just to compliment. I admittedly know nothing about this condition, but I do know that upset insides and running are often a difficult mix.Thanks. And thanks to all the words of encouragement. Trust me, it's appreciated.![]()
The really sobering part is what I have (ulcerative colitis), is not curable. It's a chronic disease I will be living with the rest of my life. So all I can really do is manage symptoms and hope it doesn't flare up to something really bad. I was hoping that I could still do things as normal, but as of right now it doesn't look to be the case.
But, I will continue to run, albeit just shorter distances for awhile just to keep in shape, and try and mix in a longish run every week or two.
Yeah, actually me and my boys are starting some weight training here pretty quick. We have a weight bench in the basement, so I need to dust that off and get to work.Have you considered other forms of exercise? Not all of the time, but just to compliment. I admittedly know nothing about this condition, but I do know that upset insides and running are often a difficult mix.
I understand how you could come to that conclusion but I don't think it's necessarily needed. The vast majority of plans don't suggest it. You can wear yourself out too much during training with super long (either time or distance long) runs. The longest time wise I've ever run was the time of my first marathon.I knew as soon as I wrapped my training period that I ####ed up by not having a session of 4 hours on my feet.
Great race report and congrats on the marathon. I'm thrilled that you are already thinking about your next one. Looking at your Strava data it showed that you really battled right until the end, believe me marathons do get easier. I agree with @Juxtatarot about not worrying about getting a 4 hour run in, the 20 milers you did in training are long enough.This will absolutely not be my last marathon and I love having a benchmark to work with now. I knew as soon as I wrapped my training period that I ####ed up by not having a session of 4 hours on my feet.
Marine Corp Marathon recap – 10/22/2017
6 yr old daughter when I got home – “Did you win?”
Me – “Nope”
Daughter – “Oh. Did you at least get 3rd??”
Me – “No, I was 8,732nd overall.
Daughter – “Whoa Dad.”
I'll recommend a Peloton...I've had one 25 days now. Ridden 21 days. I have to make myself take a day off. I have a long way to go, but I can tell this thing is a major step in the right direction.Yeah, actually me and my boys are starting some weight training here pretty quick. We have a weight bench in the basement, so I need to dust that off and get to work.
Also need to pull out my bike. Been a long time since I rode that thing.
Might have been methat was incredible
but... who said "i'm coming?"
Looks like it was nearly 75 around finish time so it was probably mid 60s when I was getting ripe.Juxtatarot said:Congrats, again, @bushdocda! It's cool that you're already looking forward to the next one! Hitting the wall at 17 is tough. I've been there. Good job powering through. How warm did it get?
I understand how you could come to that conclusion but I don't think it's necessarily needed. The vast majority of plans don't suggest it. You can wear yourself out too much during training with super long (either time or distance long) runs. The longest time wise I've ever run was the time of my first marathon.
pbm107 said:Great race report and congrats on the marathon. I'm thrilled that you are already thinking about your next one. Looking at your Strava data it showed that you really battled right until the end, believe me marathons do get easier. I agree with @Juxtatarot about not worrying about getting a 4 hour run in, the 20 milers you did in training are long enough.
I don't think I've gone longer than 20ish except for races. Kinda wish I had before the 12 hour race last March and I know I'd need to for a 100, but not for a marathon.
) it's big enough to never really run by yourself and have crowd support but small enough that the logistics of getting to the start line are super easy. Anyway, something to consider... Yeah, it was good to get out yesterday. Had to stop feeling sorry for myself.nice to see @ChiefD in my Strava activity feed this morning!!!