Just an amazing post BB. PAI know. But hope is what will sustain you today, and tomorrow, and the next day. And if the downfall comes one day despite all efforts, you will be no worse off having been able to sustain yourself between this day and that. You'll actually be better for it because the days that you have between now and then will be filled with hope and positivity, rather than resignation and despair. Those days are going to mean the world to you and you will be glad to have made the most of them.
She's going to make it Vinny. Hope.
Ham, I know full well what you went through. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and BB. I always pay special attention to the words you both say. I don't think I knew your other son's name was Riley or I just forgot but that's a pretty amazing coincidence.Hope is there no matter what.
I feel like we have so much in common. I had a daughter 3 months ago. I have a son named Riley. I have been to the other side of darkness - and emerged.
I have always had an uncommon bond with my Riley. When he was born the doctor went from asking if I wanted to cut the cord to suddenly serious. Riley came out purple. The nurses took him to a table and worked on him for a good 90 seconds before he breathed. I didn't either. I had never contemplated that we could lose him, and therefore never realized how much he meant. I have never been closer to anyone than I am him and it was forged in those moments.
I have also lost a child, and he is with me every day. My love for him since has been tempered by God's kiln. It has a strength that can only be rendered beyond nature.
You are experiencing love in its rawest form, transformational love. You'll never let that go, nor will those around you. We're all so temporary and despite the self-importance we assign to ourselves, fleeting.
What we are all reminded of here is what matters, and exists outside of us. That's hope.
I feel like i need to save this somehow. It is a quote that deserves to be shared to a far larger audience than just us.I know. But hope is what will sustain you today, and tomorrow, and the next day. And if the downfall comes one day despite all efforts, you will be no worse off having been able to sustain yourself between this day and that. You'll actually be better for it because the days that you have between now and then will be filled with hope and positivity, rather than resignation and despair. Those days are going to mean the world to you and you will be glad to have made the most of them.
She's going to make it Vinny. Hope.
As ####ty as it is to talk about money at a time like this - health insurance is what I do. If you ever have any questions about your current coverage, and your options at this time (which actually would include the ACA/Obamacare since you've had a qualifying event with the birth) or COBRA - I'm more than happy to help. Just PM me. I don't sell in New York, but I may be able to help you sort out some of your options and help you fit some of the pieces together. And remember, you're doing great.While its true, our insurance should cover a lot of expenses, there is a deductible that I would need to meet when we switch over to my insurance or I can even use the money to pay for COBRA and keep us on our existing plan.
Awwwwwwe, so very adorbale!!Here is a pic of my beautiful angel today.
https://imageshack.us/i/pmViLzUJj
I hope that works. Tried to do it from my phone
I deleted the original link and just posted one pic
Agree x 1000. Amazing posts all around and the gofundme is shocking. I still liked those posts regardless. I feel blessed to have three healthy boys and I can only hope to never have to go through what some of these guys have. So glad things are improving for Riley and so hopeful everything gets better.Giving a "like" to some of these posts feels so inadequate. I've always been inspired by those I've seen experience great loss and persevere through it, and bigbottom & Ham are just taking it to another level here with their words of advice & comfort.
You guys need to take care of yourselves too. You won't do her any good if you run yourselves ragged. Great idea to spend time with your other child. I'm sure he would love it and it'd take his mind off his sis for a bit as well.We came home early today because NICU kept getting new babies and youre not allowed in there when they do or when they do rounds. We held her again this morning. Still sleepy but opened both eyes for a little while wider than yesterday. Doc said they are gonna check her phenobarbital levels again and they are gonna try and see if she takes the bottle. Thats huge IMO. They will eventually give her another MRI to see how things improved but too soon right now. I think im in a good place now with all the support and progress that i can take a breather and perhaps take Justin to see CA3 tonight. Dont get me wrong im still nervous as hell but I have a lot more hope thanks to you guys.
And Shady, I'm sure I speak for everyone when I tell you that we all really appreciate you taking time out of your incredibly stressful day to give us updates. It means a lot to us as you can see that many many of us feel like Riley's almost part of our own family. We're all really praying, pulling, and hoping for your amazing little girl.We came home early today because NICU kept getting new babies and youre not allowed in there when they do or when they do rounds. We held her again this morning. Still sleepy but opened both eyes for a little while wider than yesterday. Doc said they are gonna check her phenobarbital levels again and they are gonna try and see if she takes the bottle. Thats huge IMO. They will eventually give her another MRI to see how things improved but too soon right now. I think im in a good place now with all the support and progress that i can take a breather and perhaps take Justin to see CA3 tonight. Dont get me wrong im still nervous as hell but I have a lot more hope thanks to you guys.
And Shady, I'm sure I speak for everyone when I tell you that we all really appreciate you taking time out of your incredibly stressful day to give us updates. It means a lot to us as you can see that many many of us feel like Riley's almost part of our own family. We're all really praying, pulling, and hoping for your amazing little girl.
#TeamRiley
Even if not invited, I'm sure a few of us FBGs will crash it anyway. Especially if it's an open bar.This. Riley is a part of all of our lives now. When she gets through this, I hope we're all invited to her key milestones (e.g. graduation date, wedding, etc...).
He better invest that money...he's going to need it.Even if not invited, I'm sure a few of us FBGs will crash it anyway. Especially if it's an open bar.
Well you did help pay for themThis. Riley is a part of all of our lives now. When she gets through this, I hope we're all invited to her key milestones (e.g. graduation date, wedding, etc...).
Great news, shady. Take Justin tonight. I'm going with my Justin tomorrow.We came home early today because NICU kept getting new babies and youre not allowed in there when they do or when they do rounds. We held her again this morning. Still sleepy but opened both eyes for a little while wider than yesterday. Doc said they are gonna check her phenobarbital levels again and they are gonna try and see if she takes the bottle. Thats huge IMO. They will eventually give her another MRI to see how things improved but too soon right now. I think im in a good place now with all the support and progress that i can take a breather and perhaps take Justin to see CA3 tonight. Dont get me wrong im still nervous as hell but I have a lot more hope thanks to you guys.
I have a FBG hat. Don't recall how I got it. We need a pic of Rylie in one.Well you did help pay for them
or a FBG shirt.I have a FBG hat. Don't recall how I got it. We need a pic of Rylie in one.Well you did help pay for them
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I still have a 2013 FBG elevator pass that I bought for $20. There is no elevator!!I have a FBG hat. Don't recall how I got it. We need a pic of Rylie in one.
Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.Riley bump
Great movie. Solid, much needed distraction. Hope Justin loved it.Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.
No guilt, Justin needed it as much as you did. You deserved to give him that and he deserved it.Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.
Don't feel guilty. You're doing right for your family. It's healthy to take a breather.Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.
I'm glad you had fun at the movie. Your brain needs rest too. We can't be "on" 24/7. We can do it for a while but your body and mind need to regenerate too. Get something to eat, drink some water and try to sleep. Take care of yourself and encourage your wife and son to do the same.Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.
Realize one thing- everything takes a toll on you and your family. If you try to be superman and do everything for everyone at all times then at some point you will break down- it is just how humans are. You need to make sure that you are not only taking care of Riley but also Justin and your wife.... oh, and there is you too. Sure, you are low man on totem poll but you need care to. If you break down, how much support does everyone else lose? Don't let guilt run you into the ground.Haha just got out of ca3. Felt good to take a breather but also felt a little guilty when it was over.
Not hijack but I've been told this by many people while dealing with my wife's situation. It's too easy to put yourself last and/or ignore your own needs. I understand the reality but it's difficult, for me at least, to put myself ahead of my family. The guilt becomes oppressive at times.Realize one thing- everything takes a toll on you and your family. If you try to be superman and do everything for everyone at all times then at some point you will break down- it is just how humans are. You need to make sure that you are not only taking care of Riley but also Justin and your wife.... oh, and there is you too. Sure, you are low man on totem poll but you need care to. If you break down, how much support does everyone else lose? Don't let guilt run you into the ground.
Top of pg 12 other thread..Can't remember where the post was where you said you were donating 5316, but