Ministry of Pain
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TAMPA - Chris Simms wants you to know that it's not about the city or the fans or the team's owners. His ongoing absence from "voluntary" offseason workouts, it's about just one thing - the head coach.
Though he respects his knowledge and deeply appreciates all that he's done for him as a player, the beleaguered Bucs quarterback said Monday that his relationship with Bucs coach Jon Gruden has been deteriorating for months and is now at a point where it is irreparably broken.
"It is totally broken," Simms said by phone from his New Jersey home, where he will be today when another round of workouts begin at One Buc Place. "And it kills me to say that, because the Bucs have been great to me; the fans have been great to me; I love being in Tampa; my family loves being in Tampa.
"It's an awesome sports town, a town that loves football. But the relationship between me and Coach Gruden - it's broken. It just is. And I don't see any way it's going to get better again."
The break, Simms said, began last year at training camp, where it quickly became obvious to most observers that Simms was struggling to regain his form following surgery to remove his spleen the previous September.
Simms said Gruden never fully acknowledged the impact of the injury and the subsequent surgery had on him and even went so far as to suggest it might have been something Simms was imagining or possibly making up.
"I do believe that he thought I might be faking it," Simms said. "I mean, he asked me, 'Is it in your head?' For him to say that, that's just not right. There are just a lot of things that I can never forgive him for."
Painting Simms as healthy when he clearly wasn't was one of them, Simms said. Another was forcing Simms to play against Miami during Week 3 of the 2007 preseason when Simms had been given very few team reps in practice.
"I was nowhere near ready to go," Simms said. "I don't know what the reason was for having me out there. And for coach to say during camp that I was healthy and just wasn't practicing well, that was a low blow.
"I mean, he never once sat down at any point with me and asked me what I was going through, how I felt, even as a person. That said a lot to me. That's why I feel like I can never play for him again."
The Bucs did not comment on the matter late Monday.
Simms, meanwhile, said that sitting down and discussing the matter with Gruden would not better the situation.
"How can I look Coach Gruden in the eye when I know he wanted to cut me at the end of training camp - just nine months after the most serious injury you can have probably other than a spinal cord injury?" Simms said. "I don't get a year to recover after I put my life on the line? That really hit me in the heart. It made me feel like things are severed beyond repair. I don't believe he wants to iron it out."
Simms made it clear that he doesn't share the same feelings for the Bucs' owners or their general manager, Bruce Allen, whom Simms said inquired "three or four times during camp" about his health and well-being.
He also said he owes "his life" to team physician Joe Diaco, who played an integral role in getting Simms the treatment he needed to survive his spleen injury.
Simms said he still wonders, though, why it was that he had to seek out the specialist that eventually concluded he was not recovering from his spleen injury as quickly as he thought he would.
"My injury was unique; not a lot of people had been through that and it wasn't like there were a lot of people who knew how to rehab it," Simms said. "But it was like they wanted to ignore it. I don't know why.
"I mean, I know for a fact that they didn't have plans to keep me. The Glazers made them do that. But nothing has changed. I'm not in their plans for this season.
"I know for a fact that on Jon Gruden's personal depth chart, I'm right next to Jake Plummer. I guess they're holding me hostage in case something happens to one of their other quarterbacks or if some team needs a trade or something."
Simms said he would welcome a trade or an outright release and added that he has already asked the Bucs for one or the other. He said the reason the team has given him for not honoring that request has been "muddled."
Simms' future remains muddled, too, but only to a point. Though he said he's still not sure whether he will attend next week's mandatory minicamp, he said he's certain to attend training camp.
"I'll be there," Simms said. "If they want that media circus, they'll have it. But they have to know that I won't be happy, I won't ever be happy here again. Ever."
My feelings: I never could believe that Phil Simms didn't launch an attack on Gruden and the Bucs medical staff after the Panthers game where his son was hurt. I never really felt like Gruden cared all that much and maybe he didn't. At the time Simms was struggling and the bucs were not a very god football team, it felt like Simms was the scape goat but once he went down, who was left to blame? If i were an NFL QB, playing under Gruden would not be my 1st choice, and I know he has had success with guys like Rich Gannon, won a SB with Brad Johnson...I think he works better with 30 something vets who he can communicate with better.
TAMPA - Chris Simms wants you to know that it's not about the city or the fans or the team's owners. His ongoing absence from "voluntary" offseason workouts, it's about just one thing - the head coach.
Though he respects his knowledge and deeply appreciates all that he's done for him as a player, the beleaguered Bucs quarterback said Monday that his relationship with Bucs coach Jon Gruden has been deteriorating for months and is now at a point where it is irreparably broken.
"It is totally broken," Simms said by phone from his New Jersey home, where he will be today when another round of workouts begin at One Buc Place. "And it kills me to say that, because the Bucs have been great to me; the fans have been great to me; I love being in Tampa; my family loves being in Tampa.
"It's an awesome sports town, a town that loves football. But the relationship between me and Coach Gruden - it's broken. It just is. And I don't see any way it's going to get better again."
The break, Simms said, began last year at training camp, where it quickly became obvious to most observers that Simms was struggling to regain his form following surgery to remove his spleen the previous September.
Simms said Gruden never fully acknowledged the impact of the injury and the subsequent surgery had on him and even went so far as to suggest it might have been something Simms was imagining or possibly making up.
"I do believe that he thought I might be faking it," Simms said. "I mean, he asked me, 'Is it in your head?' For him to say that, that's just not right. There are just a lot of things that I can never forgive him for."
Painting Simms as healthy when he clearly wasn't was one of them, Simms said. Another was forcing Simms to play against Miami during Week 3 of the 2007 preseason when Simms had been given very few team reps in practice.
"I was nowhere near ready to go," Simms said. "I don't know what the reason was for having me out there. And for coach to say during camp that I was healthy and just wasn't practicing well, that was a low blow.
"I mean, he never once sat down at any point with me and asked me what I was going through, how I felt, even as a person. That said a lot to me. That's why I feel like I can never play for him again."
The Bucs did not comment on the matter late Monday.
Simms, meanwhile, said that sitting down and discussing the matter with Gruden would not better the situation.
"How can I look Coach Gruden in the eye when I know he wanted to cut me at the end of training camp - just nine months after the most serious injury you can have probably other than a spinal cord injury?" Simms said. "I don't get a year to recover after I put my life on the line? That really hit me in the heart. It made me feel like things are severed beyond repair. I don't believe he wants to iron it out."
Simms made it clear that he doesn't share the same feelings for the Bucs' owners or their general manager, Bruce Allen, whom Simms said inquired "three or four times during camp" about his health and well-being.
He also said he owes "his life" to team physician Joe Diaco, who played an integral role in getting Simms the treatment he needed to survive his spleen injury.
Simms said he still wonders, though, why it was that he had to seek out the specialist that eventually concluded he was not recovering from his spleen injury as quickly as he thought he would.
"My injury was unique; not a lot of people had been through that and it wasn't like there were a lot of people who knew how to rehab it," Simms said. "But it was like they wanted to ignore it. I don't know why.
"I mean, I know for a fact that they didn't have plans to keep me. The Glazers made them do that. But nothing has changed. I'm not in their plans for this season.
"I know for a fact that on Jon Gruden's personal depth chart, I'm right next to Jake Plummer. I guess they're holding me hostage in case something happens to one of their other quarterbacks or if some team needs a trade or something."
Simms said he would welcome a trade or an outright release and added that he has already asked the Bucs for one or the other. He said the reason the team has given him for not honoring that request has been "muddled."
Simms' future remains muddled, too, but only to a point. Though he said he's still not sure whether he will attend next week's mandatory minicamp, he said he's certain to attend training camp.
"I'll be there," Simms said. "If they want that media circus, they'll have it. But they have to know that I won't be happy, I won't ever be happy here again. Ever."
My feelings: I never could believe that Phil Simms didn't launch an attack on Gruden and the Bucs medical staff after the Panthers game where his son was hurt. I never really felt like Gruden cared all that much and maybe he didn't. At the time Simms was struggling and the bucs were not a very god football team, it felt like Simms was the scape goat but once he went down, who was left to blame? If i were an NFL QB, playing under Gruden would not be my 1st choice, and I know he has had success with guys like Rich Gannon, won a SB with Brad Johnson...I think he works better with 30 something vets who he can communicate with better.