While I"m napping, a little dream interpretation help?
I was traveling to a research center on a very tall but barren (brown rather than green or snowy, with no trees) mountain at the end of a train line. I barely catch the last train out and it is a very long ride, with no bathrooms available on the train. When I arrive, I make a beeline for the bathroom and find that it's one of the third-world type that is just a large hole in the floor. I start to get into position when I realize that the patrons of the research center's fine dining restaurant can see me. They don't seem shocked or even very interested by the fact that they can see me, but the hole in the ground is large enough that I figure I can crouch over the other side instead so that they won't see me. But then as I settle into the other side, I realize that watching me pee is Robert Downey Jr.
You feel like you are constantly in motion and never have a chance to stop. Things are moving, ot necessarily in an unpleasant direction, but on a fixed course you can't easily change. You are noticing the third world stuff is becoming less of a problem for you. You put yourself out there for attention, but are a little insecure that people aren't giving as much of it to you as they once did. You find yourself showing off things that you probably shouldn't, and you feel vaguely guilty about it, but it doesn't seem to be a problem for anyone else, so you only halfassedly move your
coochie out of view. You are smitten with the idea of the admirers out there, and kind of want one of them to be a rich, handsome man, but they're just drunks. And you had to pee.