MindCrime
Footballguy
Thanks for the encouragement and advice. As much as i feel that every hour is an accomplishment, i didn’t want to turn this into an hour by hour update. As of now, its 54.5 hours, but hey, who’s counting ?
I’ve basically decided to do the smoker’s equivalent of punching myself in the nuts. Wife and I always smoke outside on the screened in porch. (I live in Florida, so this is basically my man cave. Flat screen tv, recliner, etc.) While I havent smoked, i still sit out here in the morning having coffee, 2 of my smokes still sitting in my last pack on the table next to me, and watching the news with my wife, who still smokes. ( she’s under 10 a day now, just hasn’t pulled the trigger, although she’s close).
I’m currently doing something that I have never done in my life, thus the need to post, in part to keep me busy. I’m watching football, 2 beers in, and not smoking. Not sure if I’m crazy, or just being honest with myself. I figure if I can’t do what I love without smokes, then I’m not ready. But I’m holding on.
I’ve basically decided to do the smoker’s equivalent of punching myself in the nuts. Wife and I always smoke outside on the screened in porch. (I live in Florida, so this is basically my man cave. Flat screen tv, recliner, etc.) While I havent smoked, i still sit out here in the morning having coffee, 2 of my smokes still sitting in my last pack on the table next to me, and watching the news with my wife, who still smokes. ( she’s under 10 a day now, just hasn’t pulled the trigger, although she’s close).
I’m currently doing something that I have never done in my life, thus the need to post, in part to keep me busy. I’m watching football, 2 beers in, and not smoking. Not sure if I’m crazy, or just being honest with myself. I figure if I can’t do what I love without smokes, then I’m not ready. But I’m holding on.