my lifes in the crapper (1 Viewer)

[texasheat]

im not embelishing anything

as for drugs then i admit i smoke something that helps my nerves

and i do drink a little too much but its the only thing that helps me open up around people........or open up just to myself

Forget getting a job. Go on welfare, and write a damn book about your life because your situation is so uncommon that people would buy it just to hear what you have to say.Become an arthur.

i do like to write........i used to be in a couple bands and enjoyed writing music and i think i could write proseand also for the record those bands were death/black metal bands and thats pretty much why my catholic aunt hates me

yeah, no way it's the drug use.

weed is not a drug.........and my family doesnt know what i do..............its only like once or twice a week

I was going to suggest you read this book Then I realized you'll just get to the end and remember you still suck at baseball. That's what i did.

 

[adonis]

anything i do i get from friends lately..........and i dont use anything except socially...........its the only way i cna have a good time around people

So, have you tried temp agencies?

 

[Adebisi]

anything i do i get from friends lately..........and i dont use anything except socially...........its the only way i cna have a good time around people

That's funny, since pot has been known to cause and increase social anxiety.

 

[[icon]]

.i used to be in a couple bands

With tourette's and crippling social phobias? Really? Come on dude...

 

[bluemagic]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

 

[shadyridr]

Hopefully any prospective employers dont do drug tests. Oh wait, weed is not a drug.

 

[QUEZILLA]

im not embelishing anything as for drugs then i admit i smoke something that helps my nervesand i do drink a little too much but its the only thing that helps me open up around people........or open up just to myself

Forget getting a job. Go on welfare, and write a damn book about your life because your situation is so uncommon that people would buy it just to hear what you have to say.Become an arthur.

i do like to write........i used to be in a couple bands and enjoyed writing music and i think i could write proseand also for the record those bands were death/black metal bands and thats pretty much why my catholic aunt hates me

yeah, no way it's the drug use.

weed is not a drug.........and my family doesnt know what i do..............its only like once or twice a week

You would be better off smoking pole for lose change.

 

[bluemagic]

Hopefully any prospective employers dont do drug tests. Oh wait, weed is not a drug.

i feel bad for you dudeif you need to feel better about yourself by putting people with problems down your worse off than i could ever imagine myself being

 

[shadyridr]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

 

[shadyridr]

Hopefully any prospective employers dont do drug tests. Oh wait, weed is not a drug.

i feel bad for you dudeif you need to feel better about yourself by putting people with problems down your worse off than i could ever imagine myself being

 

[texasheat]

Hopefully any prospective employers dont do drug tests. Oh wait, weed is not a drug.

i feel bad for you dudeif you need to feel better about yourself by putting people with problems down your worse off than i could ever imagine myself being

You guys should get together and hug it out

 

[adonis]

Good luck dude...real, not real...hope it all works out for ya.

 

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How much per week do you spend on alcohol and drugs?

 

[Balance]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

why are you doing this?

 

[shadyridr]

Hopefully any prospective employers dont do drug tests. Oh wait, weed is not a drug.

i feel bad for you dudeif you need to feel better about yourself by putting people with problems down your worse off than i could ever imagine myself being

You guys should get together and hug it out

I live in NY too. Maybe Ill call his sister to set up a meeting

 

[BroncoFreak_2K3]

im not embelishing anything as for drugs then i admit i smoke something that helps my nervesand i do drink a little too much but its the only thing that helps me open up around people........or open up just to myself

Forget getting a job. Go on welfare, and write a damn book about your life because your situation is so uncommon that people would buy it just to hear what you have to say.Become an arthur.

i do like to write........i used to be in a couple bands and enjoyed writing music and i think i could write proseand also for the record those bands were death/black metal bands and thats pretty much why my catholic aunt hates me

yeah, no way it's the drug use.

weed is not a drug.........and my family doesnt know what i do..............its only like once or twice a week

You would be better off smoking pole for lose change.

 

[bluemagic]

How much per week do you spend on alcohol and drugs?

i havent spent a dime in over 2 months...........its all from people sharing with me

 

[QUEZILLA]

I doubt your life is much worse than this kids.

 

[shadyridr]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

why are you doing this?

doing what? He cant get medication for his problems cuz he doesnt have a job. He cant get a job cuz hes a drug addict. He doesnt even think weed is a drug. How can anyone help him?

 

[bluemagic]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

why are you doing this?

doing what? He cant get medication for his problems cuz he doesnt have a job. He cant get a job cuz hes a drug addict. He doesnt even think weed is a drug. How can anyone help him?

yeah i can get meds because ill obviously have to apply for medicaidtheres some more material for you..........make fun of that now

 

[QUEZILLA]

Go watch the movie Pursuit of Happiness.

 

[fatguyinalittlecoat]

why are you doing this?

doing what?

Being a jerk, I'd assume.

 

[QUEZILLA]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

why are you doing this?

doing what? He cant get medication for his problems cuz he doesnt have a job. He cant get a job cuz hes a drug addict idiot. He doesnt even think weed is a drug. How can anyone help him?

 

[BroncoFreak_2K3]

need a helping hand, look at the end of your arm

 

[Balance]

ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible

sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication

and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore

but its not like its rare for people to self medicate

no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone

if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser

Good luck doing that without money or health insurance

why are you doing this?

doing what? He cant get medication for his problems cuz he doesnt have a job. He cant get a job cuz hes a drug addict. He doesnt even think weed is a drug. How can anyone help him?

alright, if that makes you feel better about being an ###...

 

[bluemagic]

you guys put way too much energy into putting other people down when they ask for advice

but its my fault for telling you everything that you you asked to know

obviously you just wanted a reason to rag on someone

but imagine if i was someone about to tip over the edge and end their life

would you even have any compassion then?

im glad im strong enough to at least take your emotionally bankrupt crap

 

[hooter311]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....Awesome

At this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.

It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

 

[Bob Lee Swagger]

This is clearly azcards.

 

[bluemagic]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

 

[Osaurus]

you guys put way too much energy into putting other people down when they ask for advicebut its my fault for telling you everything that you you asked to knowobviously you just wanted a reason to rag on someonebut imagine if i was someone about to tip over the edge and end their lifewould you even have any compassion then?im glad im strong enough to at least take your emotionally bankrupt crap

If you are honestly having these problems, that is unfortunate and you genuinely deserve help. At the same time, it sounds like you need to get your #### together and make things happen for yourself because noone else is going to.Apply for every single job you can. Keep looking regardless of interviews and a promise of possible employment. There are folks out there having the same problems as you and many more with far worse problems. Stay level headed and you will get through this.

 

[texasheat]

This ain't exactly Betty Ford guy

 

[bluemagic]

you guys put way too much energy into putting other people down when they ask for advicebut its my fault for telling you everything that you you asked to knowobviously you just wanted a reason to rag on someonebut imagine if i was someone about to tip over the edge and end their lifewould you even have any compassion then?im glad im strong enough to at least take your emotionally bankrupt crap

If you are honestly having thse problems, that is unfortunate and you genuinely deserve help. At the same time, it sounds like you need to get your #### together and makes things happen for yourself because noone else is going to.Apply for every single job you can. Keep looking regardless of interviews and a promise of possible employment. There are folks out there having the same problems as you and many more with far worse problems. Stay level headed and you will get through this.

thats exactly what i want to be able to do but i feel so limited right nowthats why ive accepted lately that i need help and im willing to try medication which i was previously opposed to for a lot of personal reasonim in the process of finding myself a doctor but its just a matter of getting the money for itfor some odd reason a few family members who wont even let me stay with them if it means me sleeping on the street have offered to help me get helpand im going to do it i just still have a little deeper to dig in myself to go do itbut im trying

 

[eoMMan]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

Here's honesty......First off, this is a message board. Who cares what people say about you? Learn to shrug it off. You sound like you like to feel sorry for yourself. Man up.Second, no one here can help you, but you. It's all on you and it sounds like you don't want to help yourself being that you are making excuses for almost every suggestion in this thread. How much time have you already wasted in this thread when you could have been out looking for jobs on-line or in person?It's on you, man.

 

[hooter311]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

I tried to offer you sound advice, I hope you didn't feel as if I was putting you down because I'm not much older than you and was trying not to sound condescending.Also, from someone with plenty of experience with smoke and anti-anxiety medications, they might make you feel better, but they aren't going to get you a job or put money in your pocket.Right now you need to focus on improving your situation, not feeling your best. Its going to be hard, because it means its worth it.

 

[bluemagic]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

I tried to offer you sound advice, I hope you didn't feel as if I was putting you down because I'm not much older than you and was trying not to sound condescending.

no not at all.........but thats why i put in my original post that i have social issuesthats what makes the obvious suggestion .........even in my mind as well..........the hardest oneits like telling someone who cant swim to just swim

 

[bluemagic]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

Here's honesty......First off, this is a message board. Who cares what people say about you? Learn to shrug it off. You sound like you like to feel sorry for yourself. Man up.Second, no one here can help you, but you. It's all on you and it sounds like you don't want to help yourself being that you are making excuses for almost every suggestion in this thread. How much time have you already wasted in this thread when you could have been out looking for jobs on-line or in person?It's on you, man.

its nott that i like it.but i guess its just more comfortable to me because thats all ive ever knowni dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

 

[adonis]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

 

[The foo]

why are you doing this?

doing what?

Being a jerk, I'd assume.

Exactly, what a dousche you are.

 

[trogg78]

anything i do i get from friends lately..........and i dont use anything except socially...........its the only way i cna have a good time around people

That's funny, since pot has been known to cause and increase social anxiety.

Its amazing the amount of people that don't realize that drugs can affect people differently.

 

[CiderHouse]

im not embelishing anything as for drugs then i admit i smoke something that helps my nervesand i do drink a little too much but its the only thing that helps me open up around people........or open up just to myself

Forget getting a job. Go on welfare, and write a damn book about your life because your situation is so uncommon that people would buy it just to hear what you have to say.Become an arthur.

i do like to write........i used to be in a couple bands and enjoyed writing music and i think i could write proseand also for the record those bands were death/black metal bands and thats pretty much why my catholic aunt hates me

yeah, no way it's the drug use.

weed is not a drug.........and my family doesnt know what i do..............its only like once or twice a week

You would be better off smoking pole for lose change.

 

[bluemagic]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

im only confident in 2 of my abilities drawing and cookingas for happiness no.......im in a constant state of panic........even when i dont have money issues but i chalk that up to never having had a meaningful relationship with a woman to enrich my life a little and have some emotional support

 

[hooter311]

thats what makes the obvious suggestion .........even in my mind as well..........the hardest one

its like telling someone who cant swim to just swim

The mind can be trained.If I couldn't swim and my boat sunk, I would at least flail around a little bit than just drown.

 

[adonis]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

im only confident in 2 of my abilities drawing and cookingas for happiness no.......im in a constant state of panic........even when i dont have money issues but i chalk that up to never having had a meaningful relationship with a woman to enrich my life a little and have some emotional support

Do you feel like you have any control over your life?

 

[bluemagic]

anything i do i get from friends lately..........and i dont use anything except socially...........its the only way i cna have a good time around people

That's funny, since pot has been known to cause and increase social anxiety.

Its amazing the amount of people that don't realize that drugs can affect people differently.

i second that.........pot actually motivates me.....it helps me get out and do things and it causes me to be the opposite of paranoid.it makes me carefreesmoking even makes me want to work out.........it helped me drop 40 pounds after HS

 

[BroncoFreak_2K3]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

im only confident in 2 of my abilities drawing and cookingas for happiness no.......im in a constant state of panic........even when i dont have money issues but i chalk that up to never having had a meaningful relationship with a woman to enrich my life a little and have some emotional support

nice...reel 'em in...

 

[bluemagic]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

im only confident in 2 of my abilities drawing and cookingas for happiness no.......im in a constant state of panic........even when i dont have money issues but i chalk that up to never having had a meaningful relationship with a woman to enrich my life a little and have some emotional support

Do you feel like you have any control over your life?

absolutely not.......i feel im getting pushed around by a lot of people in my life and thats not just in my head its validi let people walk all over me

 

[bluemagic]

i dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

There's nothing in life you're confident about and there's nothing in life that makes you happy?

im only confident in 2 of my abilities drawing and cookingas for happiness no.......im in a constant state of panic........even when i dont have money issues but i chalk that up to never having had a meaningful relationship with a woman to enrich my life a little and have some emotional support

nice...reel 'em in...

what are you talking about?

 

[eoMMan]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

Here's honesty......First off, this is a message board. Who cares what people say about you? Learn to shrug it off. You sound like you like to feel sorry for yourself. Man up.Second, no one here can help you, but you. It's all on you and it sounds like you don't want to help yourself being that you are making excuses for almost every suggestion in this thread. How much time have you already wasted in this thread when you could have been out looking for jobs on-line or in person?It's on you, man.

its nott that i like it.but i guess its just more comfortable to me because thats all ive ever knowni dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

I'll say it again......why are you still in this thread and not looking for a job and/or bettering your life?

 

[bluemagic]

Guy admits to being an occassional smoker and is instantly labeled a "drug addict"?.....AwesomeAt this point desperation will probably guide you better than medication. Especially if your seeking social anxiety type of fixes that may lead to your ambition going completely down the drain. My advice would be to decline the free tokes and force yourself to go out there and hit the pavement searching for jobs before you get the boot from your apartment.It is going to suck, but just ask yourself, what more do you have to lose at this point? Now is the time to put yourself into uncomfortable situations and learn from your weaknesses. Also, try to make your image as clean cut and personable as possible. Being broke is no time for personal expression.

im just reaching out to talk about things and get some fresh perspectives from the outside looking ini knew id catch heatim disgusted not because its directed at me but just that some people can be so low in generali can only imagine if someone weaker than i ever comes in for advice and catches this kind of haterade and it led them further into the darknesssad

Here's honesty......First off, this is a message board. Who cares what people say about you? Learn to shrug it off. You sound like you like to feel sorry for yourself. Man up.Second, no one here can help you, but you. It's all on you and it sounds like you don't want to help yourself being that you are making excuses for almost every suggestion in this thread. How much time have you already wasted in this thread when you could have been out looking for jobs on-line or in person?It's on you, man.

its nott that i like it.but i guess its just more comfortable to me because thats all ive ever knowni dont know what it is to have confidence or to even feel happy

I'll say it again......why are you still in this thread and not looking for a job and/or bettering your life?

im on craigslist right now......if your talking about canvassing my neighborhood i agree i should be doing that but i cant so i might need medication

 

[Tibetan Sherpa]

The only person who can save this thread is Saints Man.