I've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odysseyi think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparisonif anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciatedor if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
look up social anxiety disorders..............beleive me i wish i could take everyones advice but anything having to do with me being outgoing and selling myself is too difficultmy instinct is to avoid people and any situation where im exposed to being judged by othersI've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odysseyi think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparisonif anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciatedor if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
I heard there's a pretty sweet bus up in Alaska that you can crash in.well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odysseyi think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparisonif anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciatedor if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
Really? So your social anxiety disorder wouldn't hinder any part of someone documenting your wilderness odyssey??????? The bottom line is YOU need to develop YOUR social skills. Put yourself out there and just do it. Will you become nauseated, cra'p your pants, amd sweat like the dickens the first few times? Probably, but you will overcome your fear and you will become what you want to make of yourself. You have to start by seeing yourself the way you want other people to see you. If you don't believe in yourself, nobody else is going to.You are 24. You are at a crossroads right now. You can be whatever you want. Is it gonna be tough? You bet. But the challenges will make you stronger. The whole world your oyster and it will be what you make of it. Now, if you want to keep thinking you have it so horrible, just think about all the people who have families and who have lost everything. They are people who have been broken. You haven't yet built anything that can be broken. Go make something of yourself. You are the one that has to take control.look up social anxiety disorders..............beleive me i wish i could take everyones advice but anything having to do with me being outgoing and selling myself is too difficultmy instinct is to avoid people and any situation where im exposed to being judged by othersI've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odysseyi think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparisonif anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciatedor if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
your absolutely right on everything..........but i know i dont have it the worst and i never claimed i didReally? So your social anxiety disorder wouldn't hinder any part of someone documenting your wilderness odyssey??????? The bottom line is YOU need to develop YOUR social skills. Put yourself out there and just do it. Will you become nauseated, cra'p your pants, amd sweat like the dickens the first few times? Probably, but you will overcome your fear and you will become what you want to make of yourself. You have to start by seeing yourself the way you want other people to see you. If you don't believe in yourself, nobody else is going to.You are 24. You are at a crossroads right now. You can be whatever you want. Is it gonna be tough? You bet. But the challenges will make you stronger. The whole world your oyster and it will be what you make of it. Now, if you want to keep thinking you have it so horrible, just think about all the people who have families and who have lost everything. They are people who have been broken. You haven't yet built anything that can be broken. Go make something of yourself. You are the one that has to take control.look up social anxiety disorders..............beleive me i wish i could take everyones advice but anything having to do with me being outgoing and selling myself is too difficultmy instinct is to avoid people and any situation where im exposed to being judged by othersI've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odysseyi think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparisonif anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciatedor if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
A lot of good suggestions in here so I'll just repeat some again. You say you don't have time maybe for the meds to work--so you'll just have to deal with that until then.Get a restaurant job--McD's. Hardees, Subway...that takes care of food generally and you don't have to be social if you're not ready.Get to a warmer climate if you can, out of the big city as others have said. If nothing else it's easier to be homeless.Have you got a car? You can live in that. That also covers the "getting out of the big city" thing. I've been homeless. Twice. It's manageable--but you're the one who's going to have to set your mind to it. Good luck.ive actually just begun looking for a shrink and maybe get meds......but im worried its too late because in less than a month i dont know where im going to go...........i dont even know where my next meal is coming from half the time and i dont eat every day
no i dont have a car.if i did i would have a delivery job......ive seen several of them in the area in just the last couple weeks but i dont have a cehicleA lot of good suggestions in here so I'll just repeat some again. You say you don't have time maybe for the meds to work--so you'll just have to deal with that until then.Get a restaurant job--McD's. Hardees, Subway...that takes care of food generally and you don't have to be social if you're not ready.Get to a warmer climate if you can, out of the big city as others have said. If nothing else it's easier to be homeless.Have you got a car? You can live in that. That also covers the "getting out of the big city" thing. I've been homeless. Twice. It's manageable--but you're the one who's going to have to set your mind to it. Good luck.ive actually just begun looking for a shrink and maybe get meds......but im worried its too late because in less than a month i dont know where im going to go...........i dont even know where my next meal is coming from half the time and i dont eat every day
Correct me if I'm wrong, but smoking pot is against the law. Probably shouldn't be, but it is.ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible
sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication
and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore
but its not like its rare for people to self medicate
no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone
if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser
At this point, I amDidn't read the entire thread. From the sounds of it (if you are not fishing), you may suffer from a moderate case of agoraphobia. Only way to kick that, is to force yourself to do the things you are afraid of. You need to show yourself that nothing bad is going to happen if you <fill in the blank>.![]()
too. Posts in this thread have been fairly inconsistent. I am sure some are valid, while others are embellished. I do not have any doubt in my mind that he is mentally handicapped, though.It is up to him to change his life. Hopefully he will.you know that doesnt count..........its an unjust lawCorrect me if I'm wrong, but smoking pot is against the law. Probably shouldn't be, but it is.ok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible
sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication
and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore
but its not like its rare for people to self medicate
no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone
if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser
whats inconsistent?sometimes i am able to work past thingsAt this point, I amDidn't read the entire thread. From the sounds of it (if you are not fishing), you may suffer from a moderate case of agoraphobia. Only way to kick that, is to force yourself to do the things you are afraid of. You need to show yourself that nothing bad is going to happen if you <fill in the blank>.![]()
too. Posts in this thread have been fairly inconsistent. I am sure some are valid, while others are embellished. I do not have any doubt in my mind that he is mentally handicapped, though.It is up to him to change his life. Hopefully he will.
just because its bizarre doesnt mean its not truei agree its bizarreand your creating inconsistencies in my story that arent really there......i said its worse with girls but the anxiety is bad in almost all situationsand i only smoke when one of my 2 buddies hasand its not like i can always beg my grandmother for stuff.shes an old woman with little income...my sister buys me groceries when she can afford it and soemtimes friends let me eat at their place toosome people just have strange livesand when did i say i was "all alone"?People are still biting? You crack me up!Has an anxiety disorder, but played in multiple bands. When called on it, states it's only with girls. A few posts up, it's a full blown disorder again.Make a call? No phone.All alone in the world? Yet lives across the street from his internet wielding grand mother. Can't move in though, aunt hates him. Conveniently she's away though. Oh, and his sister, who apparently grew up fine despite the alcohlic parents, walks by his house every day and takes his messages.Can't drive, no car of course.Oh, forgot, doesn't eat some days though surrounded by family, but manages to get pot ok.Why don't someone suggest he walk to work? Then we could hear how he doesn't have any legs.And yet they keep biting. You don't even have to try anymore on this board...
Save it for thejust because its bizarre doesnt mean its not truei agree its bizarreand your creating inconsistencies in my story that arent really there......i said its worse with girls but the anxiety is bad in almost all situationsand i only smoke when one of my 2 buddies hasand its not like i can always beg my grandmother for stuff.shes an old woman with little income...my sister buys me groceries when she can afford it and soemtimes friends let me eat at their place toosome people just have strange livesand when did i say i was "all alone"?

i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed because i was exspected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176i was sent to gifted classes for the end of junior high and HS but in HS is when something went wrong in mei was always an emotional wreck in some ways because i was raised by abusive alcohlic parents and my father was a huge cokehead and never did anything for me..........would go missing for weeks at a timemy parents exspected me to be a lawyer or something when i was younger but as i got older my interests gravitated towards art and expression and i caught a lot of crap for it and still do to this daywhenever i see either of them all i hear is how i went wrong in life but i dont know wherei wanted to go to college but i never had the money and my family was no good for help so ive had to work since i was 14 i was pretty much the sole supporter of my family throughout HS when my father was gone and it because of that it hurt all the more once when my mother kicked me out of the house to go live with her fiance and his daughteri never sat around lazy feeling sorry for myself......ive worked consistently since i was 14 until recent months and its only in these recent months that ive become a near catatonicyeah im sure i seem odd and insane and i probably am........i just posted on hear to get some insightive been up all night mulling over the advice ive been given and ill post some ideas ive had once i sort them outand thanks to everyone who hasnt been insulting and condescending and honestly tried to help an anonymous strangerthe support even from total strangers has helped me a lot since yesterday.its at least helping me focusill provide updates of my situationmaybe ill pull myself out of this toiletI don't know if you're just a hammer and nail, paintbrush/roller wood frame house kind of construction worker, or what, but NYC is constantly building. There's no end to it. There are always cranes, and jackhammers, and big construction going on. And if you can't do that, how about loading trucks?And, no, you can't pick and choose which laws you think are fair and then claim you haven't broken any.But I think you really came on here to whine about your life, if it isn't a fishing trip. That's probably why your parents won't take you back until you get it together. You probably just lie around the house all day crying about your problems all day.
And has been for the last 8 hours apparently. No wait, he's at that 24 hour library that's obviously right across the street too! You know, since he doesn't have a car and all...So now your at your grandmothers house at 8AM?
it's funny to see that the old axiom is still so true: stand up to a bully (shadyrider) and he'll go away.
#1: get some meds for tourettes. it probably is the root cause of your social disorder.
#2: after you stabilize that disorder, challenge yourself to pull yourself out of your hole. simple mind over matter. will yourself to get control and do not give up until you have done so.
#3: celebrate that success by paying back your pals who have subsidized you up to now.
Oh please. I started out trying to be helpful. But then I realized this guy is either lying, exaggerating, fishing, making a ####in excuse for everything or a combination of the above and I started poking holes in his story. Then when I was convinced this thread was a ruse I left. Not worth my time anymore. But you can believe that this guy (who is supposedly looking for a job) was on the internet at his grandmas house all day yesterday and then woke up this morning at 8AM to go back to his grandmas to post on the internet.Wow, should we dig up some of your past threads? "Waaah, my wife spends all my money", "Waaah, My job sucks, I'm going to play poker professionally", etc.doing what? He cant get medication for his problems cuz he doesnt have a job. He cant get a job cuz hes a drug addict. He doesnt even think weed is a drug. How can anyone help him?why are you doing this?Good luck doing that without money or health insuranceok maybe i used crippling too loosely....it only cripples me with women but it makes other aspects of life extremely difficult but not impossible
sometimes i do find ways to cope and work around it but ive decided to seek a doctor and get medication
and then i probably wont need to drink and smoke anymore
but its not like its rare for people to self medicate
no im not some junkie or drunk.........ive never broken the law or done anything wrong to anyone
if you met me you would not think i was any type of abuser
See my post about three up from yours. I already explained this! And it's a perfectly rational explanation.I just noticed he posted at 3AM & 4AM. But everyone can keep getting hooked and calling me a bully for calling him out on his obvious lying.
i went and got my friends lap top so i can keep up with the threadif you think im full of crap ask gadaboutI just noticed he posted at 3AM & 4AM. But everyone can keep getting hooked and calling me a bully for calling him out on his obvious lying.
Must be one seriously powerful wireless router he has at his house! Reaches all the way to your apartment.i went and got my friends lap top so i can keep up with the threadif you think im full of crap ask gadaboutI just noticed he posted at 3AM & 4AM. But everyone can keep getting hooked and calling me a bully for calling him out on his obvious lying.
hes got the wireless card..........hes a computer techMust be one seriously powerful wireless router he has at his house! Reaches all the way to your apartment.i went and got my friends lap top so i can keep up with the threadif you think im full of crap ask gadaboutI just noticed he posted at 3AM & 4AM. But everyone can keep getting hooked and calling me a bully for calling him out on his obvious lying.
so do you think i could make some money writing about my life?arent i too young for a memoir?I dont believe you one bit. Thats the reason for my jokes and picking on you. If you do happen to be telling the truth that your life has more twists and turns than a fictional novel then good luck and I hope you fix your problems.But once again I dont believe you and I got work to do so Im only gonna check in on this thread periodically because I do admit its at least interesting.
My, how quickly the gifted fall...(This is total BS... which is the reason I jest...)i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed disappointed because i was exspected expected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile percentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176
i was sent to gifted classes for the end of junior high and HS but in HS is when something went wrong in me
i was always an emotional wreck in some ways because i was raised by abusive alcohlic alcoholic parents and my father was a huge cokehead and never did anything for me..........would go missing for weeks at a time
my parents exspected expected me to be a lawyer or something when i was younger but as i got older my interests gravitated towards art and expression and i caught a lot of crap for it and still do to this day
whenever i see either of them all i hear is how i went wrong in life but i dont don't know where
i wanted to go to college but i never had the money and my family was no good for help so ive I've had to work since i was 14
i was pretty much the sole supporter of my family throughout HS when my father was gone and it because of that it hurt all the more once when my mother kicked me out of the house to go live with her fiance and his daughter
i never sat around lazy feeling sorry for myself......ive I've worked consistently since i was 14 until recent months and its only in these recent months that ive I've become a near catatonic
yeah im I'm sure i seem odd and insane and i probably am........i just posted on hear here to get some insight
ive I've been up all night mulling over the advice ive I've been given and ill post some ideas ive I've had once i sort them out
and thanks to everyone who hasnt been insulting and condescending and honestly tried to help an anonymous stranger
the support even from total strangers has helped me a lot since yesterday.its at least helping me focus
ill I'll provide updates of my situation
maybe ill I'll pull myself out of this toilet
I'll bite...My only question is how can an alcoholic, cokehead father that was gone all the time, care enough to be disappointed in his son?My, how quickly the gifted fall...(This is total BS... which is the reason I jest...)i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed disappointed because i was exspected expected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile percentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176
i was sent to gifted classes for the end of junior high and HS but in HS is when something went wrong in me
i was always an emotional wreck in some ways because i was raised by abusive alcohlic alcoholic parents and my father was a huge cokehead and never did anything for me..........would go missing for weeks at a time
my parents exspected expected me to be a lawyer or something when i was younger but as i got older my interests gravitated towards art and expression and i caught a lot of crap for it and still do to this day
whenever i see either of them all i hear is how i went wrong in life but i dont don't know where
i wanted to go to college but i never had the money and my family was no good for help so ive I've had to work since i was 14
i was pretty much the sole supporter of my family throughout HS when my father was gone and it because of that it hurt all the more once when my mother kicked me out of the house to go live with her fiance and his daughter
i never sat around lazy feeling sorry for myself......ive I've worked consistently since i was 14 until recent months and its only in these recent months that ive I've become a near catatonic
yeah im I'm sure i seem odd and insane and i probably am........i just posted on hear here to get some insight
ive I've been up all night mulling over the advice ive I've been given and ill post some ideas ive I've had once i sort them out
and thanks to everyone who hasnt been insulting and condescending and honestly tried to help an anonymous stranger
the support even from total strangers has helped me a lot since yesterday.its at least helping me focus
ill I'll provide updates of my situation
maybe ill I'll pull myself out of this toilet
I m sure there were a lot of people who thought your posts about having a fat wife were bs, but were not nearly as big a jerkoff as you have been. We get it, you dont believe him, but why act like a jackass. What if by chance he telling the truth and truly reaching out for help.shadyridr said:I dont believe you one bit. Thats the reason for my jokes and picking on you. If you do happen to be telling the truth that your life has more twists and turns than a fictional novel then good luck and I hope you fix your problems.But once again I dont believe you and I got work to do so Im only gonna check in on this thread periodically because I do admit its at least interesting.
That's rough. What about friends? Siblings? Aunts, Uncles, cousins? Certainly not everyone you know is heartless?In the meantime, sell all your DVD's, books, CD's, other misc things on ebay or thrift shops, used book stores, etc...to get some cash.so here i am......24 and i dont know how to maintain any sort of lifeive been unemployed for 4 months and im behind over a thousand on my rent. my only work experience is in painting, construction and HVAC and they are all dead industries right now it appears where i livethe landlord wants me out......ive begged and borrowed all i can over the past few monthsif i have to leave i have nowhere to go...nobody in my family is willing to take me in..not even either of my parentswhats the next step? where do i go from here?i just dont see any answersany suggestions? right now it looks like it would be better to no longer exist
I m sure there were a lot of people who thought your posts about having a fat wife were bs, but were not nearly as big a jerkoff as you have been. We get it, you dont believe him, but why act like a jackass.shadyridr said:I dont believe you one bit. Thats the reason for my jokes and picking on you. If you do happen to be telling the truth that your life has more twists and turns than a fictional novel then good luck and I hope you fix your problems.
But once again I dont believe you and I got work to do so Im only gonna check in on this thread periodically because I do admit its at least interesting.
What if by chance he telling the truth and truly reaching out for help.
I never made any posts about my wife being fat. I posted a pic and, yes, there were a ton of jerkoffs who said that and I was defending her.you will always have a home herebluemagic said:look up social anxiety disorders..............beleive me i wish i could take everyones advice but anything having to do with me being outgoing and selling myself is too difficultmy instinct is to avoid people and any situation where im exposed to being judged by othersclampino said:I've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.bluemagic said:well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odyssey
i think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparison
if anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciated
or if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch
True freedom is freedom from the opinions of others and most importantly yourself; guilt, shame, even morality are the most detrimental empathies to a free consciencebluemagic said:whats inconsistent?sometimes i am able to work past thingsGirl A+ said:At this point, I amDidn't read the entire thread. From the sounds of it (if you are not fishing), you may suffer from a moderate case of agoraphobia. Only way to kick that, is to force yourself to do the things you are afraid of. You need to show yourself that nothing bad is going to happen if you <fill in the blank>.![]()
too. Posts in this thread have been fairly inconsistent. I am sure some are valid, while others are embellished. I do not have any doubt in my mind that he is mentally handicapped, though.It is up to him to change his life. Hopefully he will.
but i get crucified here if i say anything that ive done that would be difficult for me
you will always have a home herebluemagic said:look up social anxiety disorders..............beleive me i wish i could take everyones advice but anything having to do with me being outgoing and selling myself is too difficultmy instinct is to avoid people and any situation where im exposed to being judged by othersclampino said:I've concluded you are just too lazy to make anything of yourself. You've gotten lots of good sound advice that you obviously didn't really want. So good luck there Grizzly Adams.bluemagic said:well guys i think im going to put out ads looking for anyone willing to document me going on a wilderness odyssey
i think its the best option i have and if i can learn to live on the edge like that then all my other problems should pale in comparison
if anyone has any wilderness survival tips they would be greatly appreciated
or if anyone knows of a good secluded wooded area with a good amount of food to catch

Tell that to the hiring manager when you finally get a job only to fail the initial drug test, loser.I still maintainbluemagic said:you know that doesnt count..........its an unjust law
... and not even a very good one.Why because your not hearing what you want to? Look at the bright side, nobody has said to go kill yourself yet.bluemagic said:i should have never started this thread.............what a bummer its been
Hey, my long lost uncle in Zimbabweastanchick needs help getting his billions of dollars out of the country and wants you to help with a big fat "helper guy" fee as a reward. Send me your account info pronto so I can get the process started!!!What if by chance he telling the truth and truly reaching out for help.
Absolute horse####. I regret being hooked by any of the bait in this thread.That said. Good job. It was very well done until you decided to overdo it.bluemagic said:i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed because i was exspected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176
Absolute horse####. I regret being hooked by any of the bait in this thread.That said. Good job. It was very well done until you decided to overdo it.bluemagic said:i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed because i was exspected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176

what was well done?how do you guys define fishing?is it common on the boards?Absolute horse####. I regret being hooked by any of the bait in this thread.That said. Good job. It was very well done until you decided to overdo it.bluemagic said:i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed because i was exspected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176
Definitely some kind of tool.I don't know if you're just a hammer and nail, paintbrush/roller
back at grammas now?what was well done?how do you guys define fishing?is it common on the boards?Absolute horse####. I regret being hooked by any of the bait in this thread.That said. Good job. It was very well done until you decided to overdo it.bluemagic said:i think my parents hate me because they are really dissapointed because i was exspected to be very successful when i was younger.....i was consistently in the 99th eprcentile and a straight A student and i was given an IQ test and scored 176