2019 Roundabout City...errrrrr.......Carmel Marathon Race Report
Looks like I'm pulling up the rear on race reports today, which sounds about right.

This report is going to take awhile, so if you don't like to read or are impatient like
@gianmarco, just scroll down to the end.
The Build Up
As most of you know, I've been chasing a ghost. I started this running journey in November of 2012. My neighbor wanted to run a half, so she needed a training partner. I had been thinking of working out for awhile, and I was heading down a path in my life that wasn't good. I was drinking too much, and gaining weight, and I was turning into my dad. He passed away at the age of 41 - an alcoholic who drank and smoked and did a lot of things as a dad that I still struggle with to this day.
But 7 years ago, I made a decision to reverse that statistical probability for myself. I jumped in. My first ever run was 1.54 miles, at a pace of 16:32. I weighed 172 pounds.
As I got into shape, and over the years, I ran a bunch of half marathons. I had some relative success - my best was 1:46, but in 2015 I was ready for the marathon challenge. I set an arbitrary goal of sub 4:00. I figured with my HM time and proper training I "should" be able to accomplish that. I was wrong.
I didn't know what I was doing wrong. I thought I was doing the right things. But I failed - miserably. And as most of you know, I've "quit" more times than most. Mentally I have been a pooosay - in the training and in the mental side of racing. I've had these demons raging in my heart and soul for many years, and somehow all of this stuff with my dad is intertwined in this.
But this time would be different. I had a ghost to chase (in more ways than one). I had to give this one more try. But if I was going to do it, I had to let go of my stubbornness and my mental weakness and get it done. And this thread made that happen. All of you Hanson wankers planted the seed.
One of the race reports that resonated with me and stuck with me was one from
@SteelCurtain I think, where he ran the plan and was true to the plan and didn't miss a day or workout. I almost succeeded here. I did take one extra day off, but I put everything into this. Some days were hard, where I had to work around kids schedules and illness and wife traveling issues, but I only missed one workout in 18 weeks.
So leading up to the race, the last 3 weeks gave me some hope.
@MAC_32 noticed it - he mentioned I was in a groove lately, and he was right. So I appreciate a guy noticing those things so close to the race.
I started my pre-race diet a week in advance - every meal was planned to carb load and eat the proper amounts of protein and also hydrate. I felt good driving to Carmel. I weighed in at 146 on race day.
Holy Effing Carmel, The Effing Roundabouts, and Meeting The Boys
The roundabouts. Holy Jesus someone needs to redesign this city. I will never come back here until they re-install the 4 way stops with stoplights.
Anyway, on Friday I got to meet
@Juxtatarot,
@gruecd,
@The Iguana, and grue's friend who was running his first marathon. (would love to hear how he did, btw).
Iguana was kind enough to drive all the way north to meet with us for dinner. Grue and his buddy went off on their own, so myself, my wife, and juxt and Iguana had a pasta dinner at the hotel. The conversation was great, and juxt gave me some awesome info during that dinner that helped me tremendously on race day. We started talking about race day nutrition, and he mentioned that he started taking nutrition pretty early - within the first mile or two and continuing until his body was done wanting to take nutrition. So at this point I decided I would start doing the same at every mile. This proved to be tremendous advice.
Juxt also talked about how during some races that the simple things can sometime throw him off or, in his words "piss me off" during a race. And it would alter sometimes his mentally on how the race was going. This proved to be a foreshadowing to the next morning.
Race Day
Fell asleep about midnight, and actually slept pretty good for 5 hours until my alarm went off at 5:15 am. Got up, drank a few sips of coke, and ate a couple of pieces of bread with peanut butter. Wanted to get my GI track moving, so decided to try one of those neurostism runs, so I jogged back and forth in my room for a few seconds until realizing - #### that @gianmarco guy. But something worked, and ended up with two productive dumps.
As we all know by now, the weather was horrible. We woke up to a southern wind and rain. Luckily I could see this from the hotel room. My whole plan for the last 18 weeks was to run with my phone and some music. But as soon as I put my armband on with my phone in it, something wasn't right. It didn't feel right. So then I started thinking about how in mile 18 this thing is going to be sliding down my arm and I'm going to be fooking with it the whole time and it's gonna piss me off. This is where juxt's words came into play, so I sheeeit-canned the phone and music.
Met juxt in the lobby and grabbed the shuttle and off we went. My wife was also with us. God bless her, and more about her later. So, a few words about the news reporter. She looked at me and juxt and asked us where we were from. He said Chicago, me Kansas City. Her eyes lit up like we were fresh meat. We were EXACTLY what she was looking for - out of towners on a miserable day running a marathon in her town. I looked at juxt, he had this look like - no fooking way I'm doing this, and I then said no. Looking back, I wish I had done this. A video of me on the news posting an interview would make
@SFBayDuck's report look like amateur hour.
Anyway, went to the corral and saw
@The Iguana literally two guys away from me. It was raining pretty good, but the wind was actually subsiding a bit. We chatted for a few minutes, and I'm glad he was there. It made me forget the rain for a few minutes, and we were off.
Miles 1-6
Based on my pre-race research, I knew this section would be relatively downhill. So the plan going in was to try and keep my average pace somewhere around 9:00 or something better. For me to hit my goal, I didn't want to see anything worse than 9:06 on my watch. I ran this race pretty much by average pace and glanced at HR from time to time just to keep me honest.
The rain also stopped during this section, so it was really pleasant to run. Finished this section at 9:01, with a HR of 160. Right where I wanted to be. I also established a pattern here with nutrition and fluids. Take a chew with every mile, (thanks
@Juxtatarot) and drink my Tailwind every time there was an aid station. I continued this pattern all the way until mile 16 or so.
Miles 7-13.1
As juxt said, this section takes you through some neighborhoods before you end up the rail road trail that Iguana referenced earlier. It was also at this point that it started to rain - hard. The rain was in our faces, and my clothing was soaked. Praise the Lord to Nike and all the research that goes into Dri-Fit clothing, because a lot of that moisture wicked off. But for a while there, my shirt and shorts were plastered to my body. One of the benefits of this course it that it zig-zagged quite a bit, so for the first part of the race you never were into the wind much at all. That would change in the second part of the race.
My average pace was good here, and I would check the heart rate periodically to make sure I was good. But I knew I was good. Everything felt solid. I wanted to hit the halfway point under two hours, and did that with no real pain or issues.
I also saw Iguana here, and hearing his time seriously pumping me up for the next 3 or 4 miles. As I passed him we gave a huge high-five after I heard his time and it was a cool moment. On that type of day, I really appreciate him sticking around to see me there.
This section: 9:02 pace. HR 165
Miles 13.1 - 17.0
This was a pretty non-descript section, other than the fact I knew what was coming. At mile 17 the course would turn north, at which point the course would be on a steady incline for a long while. Also, based on the weather report, I knew the wind would start coming out of the north and northwest. So the following segment would be the tester. This is why I tried to push the pace early - I knew it was coming so tried to plan for it.
You guys always talk about perceived effort - a lot of this race was like that. I pretty much ran the whole race on an effort that felt "right" - I never felt like I overworked or underworked. It just worked.
Anyway, this section was a little slower, but I was ok.
9:06 pace. HR 164.
Miles 17 - 24
Whoever said Carmel was flat can suck my sack. This section tested my resolve. As soon as I turned the corner to head north, the wind was there. For 7 ####### miles. It also started to rain here, so that added to the discomfort. This was the point where in previous marathons my fitness and mental fortitude died. Not today.
Not once during this section did I want to stop and walk. Not once did I question whether I could finish this race. I just put my head down and thought about you guys. I thought about the #BMF mentality of all of you. I thought about this report - I didn't want to let you guys (and myself) down. I dug deep mentally here and finally crossed a threshold I didn't even know I had.
I thought about my wife - she was out there in this rain and sheeeity weather supporting me and screaming encouragement. She was there at mile 20 at the back end of this incline running alongside me - pulling me up that last stretch.
I knew at mile 22 I had sub 4:00 in the bag. While this stretch was slower, my average pace on my watch was holding steady. That was my focus. And thanks to juxt again for such a simple suggestion a month ago. I would NEVER have put my watch on that setting if not for him.
9:15 pace. HR 170.
Miles 24 - 26.2
At this point the course turns back to the south and is pretty much downhill from here. When I hit mile 24 I had 22 minutes to cover 2.2 miles. This race was mine. This last stretch was awesome. The rain stopped, and I just couldn't stop grinning the whole way. This one was in the bag, so I enjoyed the last couple of miles.
9:05 pace. HR 172
Chip Time: 3:58:34 (I caught the ghost)
This was a PR by 33 minutes. I hoped I could get there, but never thought I had a realistic shot. But I did
The Aftermath And What is Next
First off, a word about the other guys in the race:
@gruecd - you can tell within 5 minutes this guy is a good dude. I know his race didn't go as planned, but he's smart enough to shut it down and live to race another day. I'm also excited to have him come to KC this fall when the Chiefs play the Packers and we can go check out the game. There will definitely be some beers and ribs and tailgating involved with that.
@The Iguana - this guy has come a long way in 6 months. He mentioned he has lost 35 pounds, and the quick speed progression he as shown in such a short time is impressive. There are great things in store for his running career. And I learned a lot about his character in three ways - he drove all the way up for dinner to meet us, he waited on a cold and rainy day to see me at the halfway point, and then celebrated his success with lunch with his daughter. This is a good man.
@Juxtatarot - i clearly spent the most time with juxt. After the race he and my wife and I grabbed a late lunch at an irish pub, followed by drinks at the hotel bar. The conversation flowed the whole time between the three of us, just talking about running and life and family. His knowledge of running is off the charts, and you can tell by as many times as I've referenced his advice in this thread. When we were at the hotel, a group came into the bar from Nashville. They were a running club, so they all wore their medals into the bar. There were probably 40 or so people. After a while, one of the member ended up close to us, and most of them had run the half and a few had run the marathon.
For those of you who have met juxt, he is a very humble person. So when this lady came over, we were talking about the race and I said something like (looking at juxt): "that guy over there finished 20th overall in this marathon!!!!" And needless to say she and her friends were impressed. I'm not sure he was impressed with me showering him with attention

, but he deserved it.
This dude is a superstar guys - his talent is off the charts - especially on a day like yesterday. And his humility speaks to the type of guy he is. My wife and I both had a great time having beers and just talking - it was a fun night and I am proud to know him as well.
As for what's next, the June relay race is next on the agenda. And after that - not sure yet. This race broke a barrier - and I have to decide the next steps. I am definitely going to keep running. I think a fall half is in the cards for sure - I'm not going to let this fitness go to waste. I think I finally turned a corner from a guy who runs to a runner.
A final word about my wife. This weekend helped us tremendously. With 3 kids, it's hard sometimes to connect with your spouse as much as you should. And this cycle was hard on us. We needed these days to just be "us". And her running basically 8 miles during the day to meet me 4 times on the course speaks volumes to the kind of person she is. This woman is my rock. And
@gianmarco, me and juxt just may have talked her into driving the van in June. She wants to talk to your wife first........Stay tuned.......