Rovers said:
I will NOT light up, won't do it. I think I'm wired like Big Jim. If I smoke just one... can't go there.
Well, I actually think I would have an experience like EG if I did smoke the last cig I have in my glove compartment, now that I have something else that replaces it. Heck, I've had the
opportunity to smoke it for the past 5 days and could have justified it since I planned to smoke it Sunday when my wife was out of town. I initially didn't smoke it Sunday because I hate that "this is my last smoke" ceremony that has time and again been closely followed by the "my God, I'm
really out of smokes" panic trip to the gas station. Didn't want to leave myself any reason to go get another pack. Second, I figured if I couldn't deal with that temptation then I had no hope making it through a weekend drunkfest temptation looming on the 25th, and maybe I'd even reward myself having it that weekend. But my mindset has changed a bit in these past few days. I actually haven't even thought about that cigarette much (until now
). I'm very content right now with ecigging, and don't plan to smoke it to remind myself how they taste. If I had to guess right now, it will probably not get smoked.