The Longtime Lurker
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Agree. I think I've given up on the notion of a supreme deity, but i don't feel the pull to accept one. What i haven't given up on is the philosophy and continuing to learn more. There's value in Christianity to the "non believer", same as any other great idea. The concept alone can be fulfilling in and of itself imo. Another piece to the complicated human condition puzzle.Definitely a confusing deity for sure. It's a constant quest to learn. Never stops.I mean GodWhat do you mean when you say the bold? I ask because there are three different avenues we are to use to inquire/pursue God. And they are to be used in conjunction with each other. Ignoring one will make the journey difficult for sure.Yes, i agree the important parts are black and white, it's the source that i find the gray.I'm not being flippant, but he does. The message from God is simple. It would probably be helpful to address specific confusions perhaps? Not sure. I do believe the most important parts of the faith are black and white and blatantly obvious, but I have also taken to seeking him and looking to have relationship with him. I stopped treating the Bible as an answer book and take it for what it is meant to be which is one of three pillars. Prayer, Biblical study and Communion with others ALL work together (none by themselves) to foster healthy relationship with God because that's the way he chose to do things and that's how we are designed.If this is true, why doesn't God speak in terms we understand instead of in a way far above our understanding forcing us to make assumptions and interpretations we can't possibly understand? An all powerful God should be able to speak to us directly in a way we can understand in no uncertain terms. And if we're broken, why did God create us in his image and then break us?We can't possibly look at things the same way an all knowing, understanding God would.
God didn't "break" us. He gives us rules to live by. We choose to break them. I think a more proper question you are wanting to know the answer to is "why did God choose to create us with free will instead of just creating us as minions to worship him?" This is the concept of "free will" I listed above.
I look at religions as a philosophy, a guideline to use to live a fulfilling life. I can take elements of Buddhism (4 noble truths, 8 fold path), stoicism (acceptance of the inevitable and discomfort), Christianity (love and service) just to name a few. I can do this and appreciate the roadmap to life they provide and i don't need an intelligent creator to do that. I think the flexibility to pull from a variety of sources is a positive. Agnosticism allows me that freedom vs a singular dogma.
Free will is an interesting concept to explore. Does an abused child have free will? We know the cycle of abuse tends to be generational and the scars of our childhood last into adulthood as fears and trauma dig deep into the psyche and shape the individuals development.
I'm glad there could be conversation. It's a serious topic and it can be a fun topic. I have a better appreciation i didn't have after reading the responses and i feel like I've learned some things i wasn't clear on. You and @dgreen are good representatives of your religion.