Some of it is previous looks where the offer was insanely low for scut work. She ran her own company prior to the kids..... so it's partly self worth and feeling like she can offer more supporting the kids. And she has... No hyperbole that my amazing children would still be amazing, but wouldn't be doing any of the amazing things they're doing or where they're doing them.. it's all because of her. She legit kicks *** and has allowed my kids to kick *** too. But like I said... It needs to be explored more fully. We're on a tipping point..... La Floppa is a fashion designer who doesn't drive (or work). Makes those other spots tough for her. .....Would be great if the wife pulled in what's needed to cover the bump. She's insanely talented and should make more than me in her field (which pays more than mine). But she's been out of the work force for essential 15 years (consulting not withstanding) and not sure she'll even get offered anything, let alone at any kind of useful level. But we need to explore it more deeply....LoL... She ain't working food and beverage. But agreed there has to be something out there. We have a lot friends in the industry that must know somebody looking. Swapping the pride otoh... We'll see.
Fml. NYC. Just got the email for the landlord. Been in this spot 20+ years, through a fire and hurricane Sandy. Kids born and raised in this apt and immersed in their lives here. I can barely afford it as it is, and now won't be able to afford anything anywhere remotely near, for them or for me. We're ****ed. My work situation already is a hellhole rife with daily stress, long hours, not enough pay, and not doing what I'm best at and have 25 years experience with. I'm about to implode.
So, from a practical standpoint, let's effort the problem here in a practical manner.
Your wife has a knowledge base in "fashion design" That's a pretty wide range, but let's roll with that for a second. What's not productive is to ask your wife to take X number of years of experience or knowledge in fashion and then she shifts into mechanical engineering. The best option is always to go in the direction where you already have some knowledge, some interests, some contacts, some baseline against the practical mechanics of that area and how it works.
For two years, I had a half ownership stake in a restaurant. Never again. I know for sure that I don't want any part of that industry ever again. But this was a long time ago. Now restaurants come and go, many are started and die off quickly. Many survive for a while and then buckle and fold. It's a hard hard hard business. I was fortunate to exit after two years and get my initial investment back ( however I could not get back my time, blood, stress and toil, but I considered that a learning experience)
You know who did make money? The people and companies who sold the plastic forks. The takeout containers. The industrial grade equipment you needed in the kitchen. The companies that sold the cleaning supplies. Etc, etc. Owning a restaurant outright is a dangerous financial proposition. Owning the company that sells sporks to 50 thousand restaurants however is an entirely different ballgame.
If your wife has a background in how overseas factories operate, how to get things manufactured, the shipping deployment, where to source the best raw materials, what is the most effective kind of stitching, etc, etc. Then there's opportunity there.
Every city needs cops. Every police department has a uniform standard. What do cops need in their uniform deployment that hasn't been made yet? Or something that would make their job far easier?
Nurses, plumbers, lumberjacks, waiters, etc, etc. There are professions and industries where there is a consistent pipeline of workers that are needed to keep society running. What do they need? What don't they have now?
Your wife is likely not going to be the next Vera Wang. She's probably not going to be a titan in the industry. In a traditional sense. But maybe she can make and develop the most effective work glove possible for lumberjacks. Or electricians. Or railroad workers. Maybe her knowledge of the materials and the practical mechanics of the industry, from the ground level, can help her in development. Maybe she won't be a titan in that. But maybe she can pull a decent living wage out of it. Maybe it's just enough to keep your kids in one stable place until they can finish school.
What's wrong with being the person who developed some practical and useful innovations in police uniforms? That might help keep some cops alive. Or make their jobs easier. Or safer. What's wrong with that? I'd say there's a lot to be proud of if someone could do that.
Everyone wants to be Gordon Ramsey. Get a big name. Fame. A TV show. Books. Status. Private plane. People want your autographs. Groupies. All that.
What's wrong with being the person who sells cases of sporks to lots of restaurants? If it puts food on the table for your kids, why does it matter?
This is what I'm talking about regarding "Being Dynamic" If your wife is going to have a hard time finding work in fashion after 15 years on the bench, then go and use that knowledge base, whatever is still left and relevant, to go develop something else.
My first little business was that truck and hauling and deliveries. I wore the same clothes every day. I worked very hard. In the beginning, I still had to eat what other people left behind on their plates. Many nights I went to bed hungry. I spent years in my first place on my own, without a real bed. But I was very proud of myself. Even if the rest of the world probably thought very little of it. I was doing honest work, hard work and heavy toil, but honest work. I was providing a needed service. I was trying to fight my way to something better. I didn't need to win the world in one day. I just needed to win a little more today than I did yesterday. I stood tall. I held my head up high. Even if I was wearing rags, I still did it.
If she's "insanely talented" then she can also "insanely adapt" too.
Make the best nurses uniform. If not that, something else. Make the best hat to wear in the rain. If not that, something else.
Your wife can work in "fashion", just likely not quite like she might find ideal nor within her personal vision of her "dream"
That's what you don't get. If I still had to drive that little truck, if I still had to break my back, even if I still had to eat scraps. I'd still be proud of myself. What am I proud of? That when I was born, the entire world came for me and tried to wipe me off from the face of the planet. I'm proud that I have always stood tall and openly declared war back on the entire world. This old man gives no quarter. He only drops dimes. I don't align my worth with my status. I have many of the trappings, possessions and material items today that our society says and defines as "success"
But real happiness, real contentment, real peace in your heart, it can only come from the inside.
You live in America. There is opportunity here. So much more here than billions of other people have. It's not easy. And the road is painful and dangerous. But the kind of life you want is within your grasp. You have to fight for it.
But what's more important is that the life you need is something you can have today. You clearly don't see it. And that's the real tragedy here.