2023 Rock The Parkway Race Report
DNS-DNF
And that wraps up my racing career for good.
I signed up for this race in the fall hoping it would jumpstart some training and getting back to what I would call a normal routine. My full intention going into this one was "follow your plan one day at a time." I started really giving it a go in January, and started ramping it up around the 13th. My thought at the time was "just make it two weeks. two weeks and it becomes a habit and a new lifestyle again."
Had a pretty good couple of weeks and I could see progress, but then all the wheels fell off physically. I've alluded to my neck issues before and also my stomach issues, and unfortunately I have entered the new normal for me physically.
I have pain every day. My neck is at the point where the minute I wake up until the minute I fall asleep I am in pain:
My neck
Shoulders on both sides
Pain shooting down my arms
Knots in my shoulder blades
Pain that radiates into my head
Some days are better than others, and those are the days that you could see on Strava that I ran. But unfortunately there are more bad days then good days. On top of that my ulcerative colitis works my body over in different ways all the time. Stomach acid...exhaustion...reactions to different foods...it's a battle daily.
There are days where I literally walk in from work, eat dinner, and fall into bed because I simply can't function. It's been hard.
Despite that I still intended to run this race. I ran that 10 miler two weeks ago to test everything. I came out tired but thought that this was doable. I looked at my Strava from last year to the build-up to this same half marathon and it was similar. So I knew if I felt good enough I could get through it in about 2.5 hours. Which would be a nice swan song and tie a nice bow on my racing career. I even texted
@gianmarco earlier this week and said I was gonna do it.
Ate good all week, but as the week worn on I got more and more exhausted. Picked up my race packet and knew it wasn't going to happen. The juice was not worth the squeeze in this case. I didn't want to put my body in some trauma, since it can activate the colitis in a bad way. This happened after my half last year and I didn't want that to happen again.
So the next steps? I don't know. I have an appointment with a neurologist at the end of this month to start the process of sorting out my neck. Hopefully figuring that out will at least help with the physical pain. The colitis stuff will never leave me - I'll be living with that until the day I die. None of these healthy issues are life-threatening - just life-adjusting.
So this is a rough day and a liberating day in some ways. It's sad because I'm staring mortality in the face in the sense that I simply cannot do some things I was capable of before. Age and the life I have lived has contributed to that. I put my body through hell early in my life with soccer, construction work, and a work hard/play hard mentality. There is a lot of regret there.
But, my path in life also led me here. To this thread. To you guys. To the family that we have here. You guys have taught me EVERYTHING about running. On how to be good at it. On how to be accountable. On how every little step leads to much bigger leaps. Advice I have gotten here I've passed to my own children. So there is a legacy here that we all should be proud of.
And I am. I'm so proud of what I was able to accomplish.
3 - marathons
16 - half marathons
3 - 5K's - two second place age group medals
1 - trail run
1 - team relay
1 - Covid team relay
1 - Chance for Hope 10K
Achievement of the two main goals I had for running: a sub 4:00 marathon and a 1:45 half marathon. And you guys were here for every step of it. And thoughts of you guys were in my head at some point for every step of it.
So I thank you. For the encouragement. The tough love. The shtick. And for the real life friends you have all become. I am honored and humbled to have gotten to know you guys and I consider all of you my friends. And I will see you again. In real life and here.
I'm not going away - I'll be around to pop in once in awhile. I'm not going to stop running - it will just have to be when I am able.
Good luck to all you guys in your spring races and all of your training going forwards. Love you all.
Joe
ChiefD
Shovel Master