2017 Snot Run.......Errrr.......KC 1/2 Marathon Race Report
So this was supposed to be just another race in the next step of my racing career. I had in the back of my mind a spring marathon to give it one more go. So for this race, the goal this cycle was just to build back up after a rough batch of training since my marathon last October.
This year has been tough on me and my body. My stomach issues are well documented around here, but the truth is it HAS affected me. I just didn't know (or didn't want to accept) the reality of what's been going on.
The last few weeks I've actually had some decent runs, but I got sick last Thursday. Just a simple sinus infection, that in the past is treated with a simple anti-biotic and I feel better in a few days. This one knocked me on my ### (similar to one I had in the spring). I was in bed for three days, and after a week on this medicine I still have stuff in my chest and a runny nose. So I'm not quite clear yet. This is a side effect of my stomach stuff - my immune system is out of wack and it is just tougher to recover from things. In the spring in took me 3 rounds of anti-biotics to clear that sinus infection.
I tell you all this because today it really became relevant. The morning was warm as I posted above - it was sticky at the starting line at 7:00 am. The good news is I had an outstanding poop this morning, and got to the race in plenty of time. A pretty uneventful morning.
The corral set up for this race was horrible. They closed off the front and there was only one way in - from the back. Consequently people were jammed in with all different pace strategies. Lots of frustration from many in there. But the gun goes off, and here we go. I'm going to break this course into segments, because this race was a failure. So I'm going to try and paint an accurate picture of what was going on with me, the course, and the race.
Mile 1: 9:16 pace, 159HR
Mile 2: 8:02 pace, 172HR
Mile 1 was a pain in the ####. I had to weave through a lot of pace groups to get to where I could run a comfortable pace. My plan was to try and stick around an 8:30 pace. Based on training and how I ran my race in the spring on a lot less miles, I thought I could be here. Or as least close to it. I got into mile two and this was a downhill segment, so I wanted to push the pace here. My heart rate jumped fast into the 170's, and it would stay there the most of the day.
Mile 3: 8:57 pace, 173HR
Mile 4: 9:19 pace, 174HR
Mile 5: 10:12 pace, 173 HR
This segment was basically uphill. For three ####### miles. I knew this going in, so I knew I had to conserve some energy here because after mile 5 it hits a downhill stretch for about 4 miles where I thought I could make some hay. I'm working hard here - this is where I start to see the effects of my sinus infection. I'm got spit and #### coming up my throat, so I'm spitting every 10 steps. This is also where we turned into that south wind. The wind was brutal - 17 to 20mph into my chest. So this segment was tough. My heart rate is staying steady though, so I thought I had some for the downhill.
Mile 6: 8:54 pace, 173HR
Mile 7: 8:34 pace, 172HR
Mile 8: 9:23 pace, 172HR
Mile 9: 9:09 pace, 172HR
This segment was ok, but I was expending a lot of energy. My heart rate wasn't coming down, which it usually does when I'm rolling downhill. At the bottom of this section the course starts to go uphill again for a long stretch. I'm in trouble here and I know it - I'm still spitting up crap and my body is just aching badly.
Mile 10: 10:22 pace, 168HR
Mile 11: 10:48 pace, 165HR
Mile 12: 11:00 pace, 163HR
It's over. I'm walking some at this point because my body is shutting down. Starting to feel some cramping in my calves, which surprised me because my nutrition and hydration was on point this week. But it's in this segment where I start to do some real soul searching and trying to figure out my future to be honest. This entire segment for basically three miles is uphill. Once again, I knew this was coming, but by now it didn't matter anyway. I #### you not - this section from mile 9 to mile 12.5 was all uphill. A brutal course.
Mile 13.1: 9:50 pace, 158HR
I ran it in at least. Final chip time of 2:06:38. My worst time ever, even going back to my first race ever in 2013. I'm wiped - my body is thoroughly wiped. So is my mind.
In Summary
So I mentioned earlier I had a lot of time to think about things during the back half of this race. And everything over the last year came flooding into my brain. The diagnosis of my stomach stuff, that bout of sickness in the spring, how I have felt going on a year now. And it's all related and at the same time my new reality.
My body is different now. I can't get to where I could before in terms of fitness. My body is exhausted daily - every run I do is extremely frustrating because I rarely feel good. And when I get sick, I can't recover in time to get back on the saddle and build on my base. This sinus infection I have now will probably require at least another bout of medicine.
And it sucks. It's over for me as a distance runner. My heart is heavy and I'm bordering on tears writing this right now. There will not be another marathon. There will more than likely never be another half marathon. I can't keep doing this knowing I'm getting slower and slower and there doesn't seem to be much I can do about it.
Thanks all for your help and support - trust me - a large part of my disappointment is that you've all helped so much - and that a part of me feels like I've let you all down. But in all honesty:
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.