LB, probably to nobody's surprise I thought this way once. I thought I'd wait until marriage, #### would be a ####### fairytale, etc. Thing is, I missed the most obvious #### of it all - it is a ####### fairytale and never happens in reality. By the time I knew it, I had passed up good things and was left with girls who had long since passed me by. I'm never going to be anyone's first. And that's because I made the mistake of believing in a fairytale. For whatever reason, one you and I will never understand, girls like a guy who is sexually aggressive and doesn't approach sex with said girl as being to being some glorious end all. The guys who expect to sleep with girls do, and nice guys like me and you don't. Fact is man, sex is ####### amazing and worthwhile doing at our age where we're probably at our physical and sexual peaks. I hope you find some girl who thinks like you, but you gotta realize man the odds are vastly stacked against you. Don't count out sex - it's too good to do so. Also, remember, as much as you want this to be the case girls aren't angels and you aren't looked upon as some knight in shining armor for associating sex with marriage. Don't be the girl in Pan's Labyrinth - that #### isn't reality. Reality is that sex feels good, girls do it at young ages, and love ####### hurts and doesn't pan out like fairytales portray.
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I didn't initiate either of them... (I wasn't quite sure how to take things on any level like that, so I figured not initiating any contact like that is probably best for this girl...)Oh yeah... lol I'm absolutely positively not getting anything even resembling sex from this girl ever... unless we get married of course... but otherwise no chance...
I was my wife's first. She was mine. I think she's purty. 
