Need to put this all some place- my diabetes related story...
Have been away from the boards for a while (although checking in here and there) because I've been suffering from a spiraling anxiety/depression. The anxiety came about when I noticed that, irrespective of my diet (which was bad), I was losing weight without working out or dieting at all. In fact, I was eating ####tier than I ever have. I initially dropped 20 lbs over the course of a month.
This type of symptom is one of the top symptoms of cancer so I became convinced I was a dead man for 4-5 months now living in a hell with no sleep, drinking heavily, being interested in nothing in life (I quit watching sports, tv, gambling, etc.) It's been rough...
I was just convinced I was dying and didn't want to know, I just wanted it to happen. The lack of sleep, effects on my work built up to the point where 2 Fridays ago I had a full on severe anxiety attack and ended up hospitalized for it (it felt like a complete heart attack or stroke, my legs gave out, I couldn't breath, I had an impending sense of doom that I could not shake). A trip to the psychiatrist and some Xanax has helped level me off and it also prompted me to finally call my Doctor and schedule an appointment.
To note, in the back of my head, I thought, as opposed to cancer it could have been diabetes due to some other symptoms (wounds on my feet never heal all the way - they leave a purplish hue), I was pissing like a racehorse and I've always had a big bladder, and I had constant thirst. Then again, I kept reading that the weight loss part of things was more of an issue with Type 1, not Type 2. 18 months ago I was "pre-diabetic", so I ruled out Type 1 at the time altogether.
I got 4 vials of blood taken today and a urine-analysis. Doctor called me back within hours thankfully and assured me there were no signs in my bloodwork to indicate cancer but he definitely has concluded I am now diabetic. I don't know any details other than that at this point but he called in an Rx for metformin immediately and we have a follow up appointment on Monday as well as with a dietician.
I'm not sure what questions I should be asking him Monday, I have this shaking feeling maybe it's still cancer as well as diabetes but he assured me twice that the rest of my bloodwork is completely normal - I'm assuming I did the right thing and now need to do the right thing and trust the doctor (I don't have any other cancer symptoms, and I can be a hypochondriac). I just keep reading on message boards that the weight loss is NOT that common of a symptom for a Type 2 diabetic (although I guess we haven't determined yet if I'm Type 1 or 2), so I'm still nervous.
have any type 2s here experienced weight loss before diagnosis? Especially in lockstep with constant urinating? I just want to make sure I'm asking the right questions when I go back to the doctor and make sure his diagnosis is rock solid.
Any advice, here or on Private Message, or wherever would be most appreciated. But really I just wanted to vent all of this out as it's been a long 5 months of issues. This entire post contains a lot more than diabetes issues, I know but it would be nice to talk to someone who maybe, at some point, has experienced similar.
Thx