Well.....I got my first official 10K under my belt and I friggin' killed it!! I have so many thoughts about this race that I can't really get them all focused. For those that don't want to read the novel I can sum it up in a few smilies -
Long version......
I was pretty worked up over running this last night. I tend to be OCD and it was really kicking into overdrive when I was thinking about how to attack this race. I've ran at this location twice this year (5K) and knew it was a flat course so I didn't have to stress about hills at all. I settled on 2 goals: 1 - Don't screw it up by going out too fast like I did all summer at the 5Ks. 2 - Break 50:00. I am so glad I decided to do that self-race 5 miler last week as I leaned pretty heavily on it as my gauge on WTF I should be doing out there. Without that run, I don't think I would've had anywhere near as much confidence as I did today. I set the same goal of starting out around an 8:10 pace and letting my body tell me what I had for the rest.
It was a perfect morning, aside from the 15-18mph winds. 47 when I got in the car and crystal clear skies. Based on last year's turn out this was a small race (148 for 10K, ~500 for 5K), but when I got there they had a full blown stage setup with music and quite a few vendors. It didn't look like a lot of cars, but I was surprised at all the stuff they had for such a small race. I had myself so amped up for this thing that I could tell the anxiety was messing with me a little. At the gun I was so antsy and just wanted to get this thing going. I felt like a little kid hopped up on Halloween candy.
After the first mile, I was right on schedule with an 8:09. However, my HR was at 175. That had me a little spooked, so I tried to really calm down and pull myself together over the 2nd mile. Effort wise I felt pretty strong, but the 2nd mile came in at 8:12 and my HR went to 181. At this point I was pretty

since I was expecting to be able to settle the HR down to 170 range. I decided that I felt OK, so I picked up the 3rd mile with the plan to scale it back if I started to really feel the effects of my elevated HR.
At the turn around point at around 2.5, they had a water station. I wasn't thirsty, but I figured I'd take a quick splash to just wet the old whistle and not swallow.

I'm the biggest dork alive. I took the shot of water and proceeded to choke on it spitting it all over the place and chucking the cup. My throat paid for that for the rest of the race
As the miles melted away, I felt strong and stronger and could really see that 49

x in my head. For the entire race, I had only been passed by 2 guys. The 2nd one I was able to keep within sight and used him as my rabbit for the rest of the way. As we neared the 6mi marker, he slowed down a bit. As I came up along side him he asked me how much further we had. After trying to tell him 6 different ways that we had 0.40 to go

I just opened up my stride and pulled away. As we turned the corner at the 6 mi marker, he pulled past me again.
I proceeded to have a kick over the last 0.2 that I never knew I had in me. It brought me back to my HS track/cross country days. I got a little
too focused on the final kick and started to turn right (where the old 5k finished was) instead of left. Nevermind the guy with a bright ### orange flag pointing left. Nooooooo I was going to turn right since I pictured this damn finish since 5pm last night. When I looked up and saw there was nobody there, I finally realized I was going the wrong way.

I turned around quickly and still beat the guy and finished with an unofficial time of 49:26.
I can't explain how damn proud I am of this run. I learned a lot about myself today and really hope I can translate this into a great HM in 3 weeks. If you had told me back in February (when I started this weight loss/get fit thing) that I was going to run a sub 50min 10K, I would've said you're insane!
Here are my splits from the Garmin (which I must admit running a race with this thing is a pretty good advantage):
1-8:09 (max HR 175)
2-8:12 (181)
3-7:57 (182)
4-7:55 (185)
5-7:59 (187 - prior to this race, 187 was my highest HR ever)
6-7:54 (189)
last 0.2 - 1:18 (193)