I never thought I'd be making this (long-winded) post after a run like I just had, but I owe a huge thank you to the 10K thread for what I just did.
4 miles, 35:03 - 8:44/8:47/8:42/8:50
For years I have struggled with the concept of a recovery run. It's arguably the biggest hurdle I've had to deal with as I've tried to become a better runner. For years, I just ran. Occasionally I'd start off slower, but I always finished with whatever I had. The only exception was the day before Saturday race day in high school, everything else? 90% or more.
After I recovered from a fat stage 8 years ago and my mind started veering away from strength training some years later because, in the end, I'm a runner; not a lifter...I found myself in here. I got razzed and criticized, rightfully so, about my training regimen because there was no recovery built in. After failing a couple of times stubbornly doing what I wanted to do I tried to adapt to the slow running style. Try, try, and try I may, but I have continued to struggle mightily to properly implement. I've tried so many different approaches I've lost track, but no matter what I did I could not get myself to want to run slow. This is the problem, want to. I can tell myself to slow down, but once I'm out there old habits die hard.
Well, I think I've finally figured it out. I woke up this morning physically exhausted. I had an intense lifting session followed by about 2 hours of yard work Thursday. I followed it up with 2 miles as hard as I could on Friday, it's all my schedule allowed for and was something I hadn't done in a while. Saturday was an 'off day,' but the family spent 2 hours at a festival/parade then walked 2 miles each way to a flea market, which involved a lot of carrying both of my kids at separate times. Needless to say, it was tiring for an 'off day.' Then Sunday I did 4 miles of hiking/hill sprinting followed up by a lifting session and capped it off with 5 100 yard wind sprints on the football field. Since it had been more than a week since a long run 8 solid miles Monday was next and then yesterday was very similar to last Thursday, an intense lifting session followed up by about 2 hours of yard work.
So, this pretty well explains why I was so tired this morning. However, unlike the other times I've been 'tired' the last few years during various training regimens, I am not achy. I feel great. I also had no interest on doing any level of intensity on today's run. 4 miles and 35 minutes later and I feel refreshed. I can't tell you how many times I've seen Ned write that good recovery run should end with you feeling refreshed. I don't think I can ever say that I have. I've gotten done and all indicators say I ran it properly, but I didn't feel how you're supposed to feel after a recovery run. I feel like #### and feel the same the next day. I think not knowing this feeling has been a big part of what's been holding me back. Now that I've actually experienced it I think I'm finally ready to take the next step.
I hope to report back Monday after successful strength training sessions tomorrow + Saturday and a quality long run Friday (12 miles?) to confirm, but I just wanted to say thank you to the 10K group. It's taken years, but your persistence has helped me finally break down that mental barrier. I'd probably still be a chronically injured 5K'er that can't figure out why he can't break 18 minutes had I not found my way in here.