11th Annual Year-End Reports
I'll do some free form as well as some of the bolded items from the template.
As others have said, I'm not going to list a lot of names on here but that is in no way meant as any slight or lack of recognition. Obviously this was a tough year for a lot of people and everyone here played a part in helping each other out. It's why I love this thread so much.
For me, personally, this was an interesting year to say the least. I had some big ups and downs and it's crazy to look back at how things played out. I'm going to break my year into periods
Period 1 -- Jan/Feb/Early march -- This was, by far, my best block of running since I started 3 years ago. It actually began in December, but it was the first time that I consistently trained with good volume (35-45 mpw). I completed a couple 15 mile runs last December which was a first for me. And during this 3 month block, I focused on at least one double digit mile run per week, sometimes two, worked on elevation to get strong, and worked on finishing runs strong at the end. But, as I mentioned recently, I didn't have any formal plan and mostly just ran how I felt like running that day. By the time end of Feb/early March rolled around, I felt so strong and in shape. Traveled to Atlanta where I met up with
@gruecd and
@AAABatteries, PR'd my 5K on a really tough route that I ran really well, picked up my Covid, and then followed that up with a HM PR the next week where I got to run with the Mrs. and
@ChiefD. It was one of my best racing experiences ever both because of the company as well as the execution. I felt so in control and helping pace the wife for the first 10 miles without coming out too fast and watching her crush the final 5K and destroy the race was so, so satisfying. It really was one of the biggest confidence builders for her entire year and it's one of my most proud moments looking back. Along those same lines, having been reminded how much it sucks to run/race when not in shape, I'm still amazed at how Chief was able to run as well as he did for the first 8 miles of the race. I was in ridiculous shape and he stayed with us for most of it despite minimal training at that time. I highly doubt I would have come close to what he did if our positions were reversed. Little did I know how lucky we ended up being with things shutting down literally days later.
Period 2 -- March/April -- This really sucked. We had amazing weather, I was in perfect shape to build on my upcoming marathon training, and then I ended up getting sidelined for 6 weeks with knee pain. Even more frustrating was that it was due to a new shoe and it took me that long to figure out. These 6 weeks ended up affecting a lot of how the rest of my year went. It was especially tough watching my wife get out and train while I sat at home and couldn't. As the pandemic started getting out of control, I was fortunate enough to have plenty of time and beautiful weather to take advantage of and it was the exact opposite. I vented to a few of you here at that time and all I can do now is look back at what could have been.
Period 3 -- April/May/June/July/August -- My return to running started with the FBG 5K. For the month leading up to that race, I ran less than 20 miles total with 2 1/2 weeks of zero running right before it. While it was on a downhill, the fact that I came in just 5 seconds off my PR that I had just set in the best shape of my life after that time off is amazing to me looking back. I don't think I appreciated that performance enough at the time. I'll talk about the FBG races more a little bit later, but that was an epic weekend. Unfortunately, my success didn't continue to follow that 5K. It was a reminder how hard it was to get back to where I was after the time off. While I had hoped things would come back sooner, it took almost 2 months to get any semblance of fitness back. On top of that, by the time I started feeling better, the heat/humidity kicked in and made the rest of my training such a bear. The one thing I'll remember about this block was trying to figure out my hydration problems. Ultimately I found a solution but I also learned that training for a marathon in the middle of the summer is hard. Very hard. I was legit bummed for a lot of this time because I ended up so behind in my training and ended up just trying to piece together whatever I could to get me from the start to the finish line. I was able to get some 40 mile weeks in, but also a lot of 30 mile weeks in, and ultimately I never got fully prepared for my first marathon. This entire block I always felt like I was behind, trying to catch up. Of course, our July marathon in Washington got cancelled and a lot of this time was also spent trying to figure out contingency plans to get my wife to the start line of the race she worked so hard for. Ultimately we ended up in Minocqua at the start of September, which afforded me more time to keep training, but I don't think it mattered much. The one bright spot from my training was
my 20 mile point to point run to the Arch. I look back at that run and find it more satisfying than my marathon itself. I know that's probably not the right way to look at my first marathon, but it's true. I still don't know how I nailed that day like I did, but I have very fond memories of it and will play it back in my head at times.
Period 4 -- September/October -- This starts with our marathon up in Minocqua. Enough can't be said how special that weekend was and big thanks to
@gruecd for being a big part of that. It was needed. While the results didn't bear out as hoped (for me or for my wife), it was an incredible learning experience and a culmination of a lot of time and effort. After it happened, I needed a full reset. I shut my running down for almost 2 months. While I now never want to go through that again knowing how hard it is to get back, I really needed it at the time, which is strange considering my time off just a few months earlier. But this was more of a mental reset than a physical one. I relished not having to figure out when to run. I was able to focus on my kids again. And I knew I'd get back to it eventually so I don't regret it. When the decision came for me to sign up for another marathon in February with my wife, it was the perfect time to jump back in.
Period 5 -- November/December -- I'm back. And this time, having the experience of everything I learned this year, especially with what worked and what didn't, I'm doing it right. These first few weeks back were rough. None of the running was fun. I was often questioning why I'm even bothering to race anymore. I'm happy just running a few miles a few days per week. But, I went back to the formula that worked last winter and I'm starting to feel like I'm close to that spot back in Feb/March. I'm "loosely" following Hanson's, but mostly as a guide to get some mileage and some workouts. I'm not stressing if I need to add something or take something away. So right now I'm in a great spot both mentally and physically. I feel strong again and in better shape than any time during my marathon training block this summer. I feel right now like I could probably race the marathon better than I did with less training (likely not true, but still). I know with another 2 months of doing what I'm doing, I'll be far more ready to race well and enjoy this one much more than I did the first.
I'll end up with about 1400 miles for the year. That's a (short) career high and one I can still build on next year. All things considered, I'll take it. So, I completed my first marathon. That's a plus. It didn't go well at the end where I had to walk/run which was a buzzkill for me and makes me feel like I didn't REALLY run a marathon yet (yes, I know I still finished). I'm going to take care of that in the next few months. And I now know I'm capable of it which is more important to me. I had a decent HM PR (and I know I'm capable of more) and one I'm happy with. I'm really pleased with how both of my 5Ks went. And, as I'll get to in a moment, my mile PR was another highlight this year. All in all, I learned more this year, by far, than any of my previous years. It's good to see how it all starts to come together the more you do this. I'm finally getting a good feel for what works and what doesn't.
Memories from the spring FBG BMF Race Series and other 10K Thread moments
The FBG BMF race series is a mixed bag for me. Personally, my 5K and my 1 mile races were awesome. As noted above, I still have no idea how I pulled off that 5K. That was all heart. As for the mile, yes I know the downhill was a significant factor, but never in my wildest dreams did I think I was capable of a 5:40 mile even with that benefit. Not sure I've been more pumped about a running moment than looking down at that time. And on the flipside, my 10K was a complete utter disappointment. It showed my complete lack of fitness and I'm surprised it didn't show up in my 5K as well. That was tough and I let our team down with it but I really had nothing more I could do that day. It was a stark reminder of how much training matters.
As for the bittersweet part, I talked about it earlier, but the whole tone of this thread changed for a while during and shortly after that race series. So, while I think it was a great experience, it helped a lot of people set PRs, and more importantly it helped a lot of people get through some tough times, it also soured a great place to visit for a period of time and that bothered me for a bit. That may have been more me than others, but I hope that never happens here again.
Aside from that, that first weekend with my wife's race ending it and the excitement that was surrounding all of that was something I'll never forget. It was truly epic. I wish we could relive that again somehow.
Along the same lines, it's a bummer that our relay race ended up having to be canceled. I was looking forward to meeting a few more of you and getting together to race. I hope we can still do so next year or beyond.
2021 goals, if any (with Covid still lingering)
Well, this one is pretty easy.
February marathon in Mesa, AZ -- It would be nice if this happens. I'm training for it as if it does. I'm against the clock here but I'm also further along in my training than I expected to be at this point so I think I have a good shot at arriving at the finish line in a good spot if it happens. If not, it'll be ok. My goal here is to enjoy the race. I'm shooting to break 4 hrs, which I naively thought would be a given for me the first time and now realized how nothing is easy at this distance despite already knowing that. I do think I have that in me, though. I mostly want to get through it in good shape, hopefully run all of it, and most importantly enjoy it. I will absolutely be starting it slower and then picking it up as it goes.
July marathon in Washington -- I feel good about this one going off and I want to see just how much I can push myself here. Assuming Feb goes off and goes as planned, I'll be aggressive here. If not, then I will dial that back. Either way, this is my A race for the year.
Along with both of those, I'm also not sure I'll end up doing more marathons after those. If I can hit those goals (have fun, get in under 4:00, not walk), then I'll have satisfied what I could ever want out of that distance. But the 4 months of training required for the distance isn't enjoyable to me. Despite having the time given my home/work situation, it's a mental drain that I don't want to invest in again after I complete these. At least I say that now and I realize that may change. But I truly enjoy shorter distance races. I don't even have a desire to set a new HM PR as I'm quite happy with my performance there this year. I do want to get under 22 min for a 5K and believe I have that in me.
It would be nice to hit 1500 miles for next year. I could see myself getting closer to 2000, but that's not going to be something I actively shoot for.
So, once all this marathon training is done, which is going to take up half of the year anyway, I'm going to likely settle into 25-35 mpw of running when I want and how I want. All I know is that I want to keep running. I'm getting to the point where I realize I'm not going to get much faster unless I put significant time/effort in and, right now, I'm just not interested in doing it anymore. But I feel better when I run and I want to keep that up. I'm more interested in experiences with running than faster times. Running when I travel. Running with guys here. Running with my wife and kids. Running fast when I want to. I'm in a good spot now looking at what I've accomplished in just 3 years since I started. So now I just want to let time pass and see if/when those desires to run faster change.
Anyway, that's my 2020 report. Way long, but a lot happened for me and felt like putting some of those thoughts down.