Well, I'm not going to run the Rehoboth HM; I'm just not prepared. I could go out there and plod through it, but if I'm being honest with myself, I just won't enjoy doing that much. I'm fine physically, I'm just not there mentally yet. As the race date gets closer, I am feeling as if I'm forcing myself into it and that's not how I want to do this. I started feeling guilty 2 weekends ago when my planned 12 went to #### (literally almost #### myself
) and I only was able to run 6. I realized later that day that this guilt isn't healthy and it's not what I want out of running right now. I have been enjoying my runs and want to keep it that way.
We are extremely busy with the kids and I'm spending almost all of my free time hunting right now. I know it's going to go over like a fart in church, but racing just isn't a priority in my life right now to where I shoehorn workouts into my daily schedule. I may hop into a 5K or two sometime soon if it fits the schedule, but we'll see. I'm contemplating the Delaware HM in the spring, which gives me more time to properly train without feeling like I'm forcing the issue.