Well, that was a disaster. I've had some tough races, but this one takes the cake. Not much of a race report to write, but I'll explain later.
Things weren't right very early and it was a looooong ways to go knowing I had to walk. The physical pain/cramps were outdone by the mental pain all the way back in mile 8. I strongly considered getting off the course that early knowing I had 18 miles of difficulty to go.
Anyway, thanks for following along and in particular thanks to
@SteelCurtain for engaging with me early on and helping me grind through it. That was pure misery.
I’m surprised based on your September 1 run. However, I know the trip wasn’t just about the marathon so I hope you enjoy your remaining time in Germany!
I was surprised too. 3 weeks ago, 17 miles felt easy with a great HR. After doing similar 3 weeks before that. I thought I was ready
I didn't mention it here, but I got sick a little over a week ago. Still not over it. Coughing a ton, haven't really slept here. Was even messaging
@SteelCurtain last night at like 3am my time since I left the room to try and let my better half sleep a little.
I didn't think it would matter for today but maybe it did. My HR was much higher than where it was even a week ago. But even still, I felt just fine the first few miles despite the higher HR. It didn't FEEL that high. I probably should have slowed down as a result but I also really don't think it would have mattered.
So yeah, things suddenly turned by miles 7-8 and it felt like mile 20 should feel even without a crazy high HR. I was drinking (had my CamelBak), I was fueling, weather was fine.... there really was no good reason for it to be that bad that early.
I was fighting the urge to walk for a while and finally gave in pretty early on still. And the math was that I still had 3 hours+ of that, at best. I REALLY wanted to walk off. It's silly, but the finisher's medal is the only reason I didn't. And I don't even care about those medals.
My time was embarrassing. I know I can do better. But that was really hard out there and I fought through it. After the first couple miles of doing some walking, then tightness/cramps kicked in. That was mile 12, I think. Restarting running was so painful every time. I'd run a couple minutes, HR would spike to 170s, then I walked again. And even walking, with HR dropping to 120s was REALLY uncomfortable. Like I couldn't catch my breath. It was bad.
I did the best I could at the end. Crowd support in certain areas was great and I would run for them. High fived lots of people and tried to smile a lot. There were no smiles the last couple miles.
Anyway, at the end, I was in bad shape. Found my wife, then took forever trying to get back to hotel. Hopped on the subway to lessen the walk, went the wrong way, and then all of a sudden I got really nauseated and lightheaded. Next thing I know, I woke up with everyone on the train standing around me, holding my legs up. I passed out which I've never done in my life. It was scary. I came to pretty quick, someone gave me some water, and we finally made it back.
Needless to say, this marathon experience is one I want to completely forget. I do feel like I did enough to get ready for it but it didn't really matter.
Anyway, thanks for following. Yeah, it's cool I pushed through it, but it still sucked incredibly. And I really can't see myself doing another one of these. It's just not my thing. I even got into the training and was enjoying where I got, but man... that was awful.