A year+ of experience and it's crazy how different things look and feel. I think back to so many things I used to ask and things I used to do and it's kind of awesome to see how that perspective changes. I know this may be a little early, but since I'm in a strange place now where I might be done for the year and I'm trying to look ahead long-term, I figured I might as well put some thoughts out there.
1) My biggest disappointment all year -- My recent half-marathon for sure. Not because I didn't get the time I wanted. Not because I don't think I put work into it even though it still likely wasn't good enough to race as others have pointed out. But because I should have run so much smarter and failed to do so. Ego and lack of discipline completely wrecked that morning for me. As a result, here are my main goals for 2019
A) Run every race as a negative split. Reading
@SteelCurtain's thoughts above just emphasized this even more. Most of you, of course having done this for a while, are disciplined and do this the right way. I need to get on board. Don't get me wrong, I've had intentions of doing so but I now see how easy it is to go out the window.
And not just for me, apparently. I think it's crazy that less than 15% of racers run negative splits when it's known to be a superior approach. I'm going to join that 15% in 2019
B) Log slower miles and build a nice base over the next few months. A goal of 40 mpw and just getting comfortable spending time on my feet. I won't ignore speedwork but I'll mostly do it as strides or finishing runs strong to help emphasize the negative split approach.
C) Going along with the above, since I'm likely to miss it now, is to hit 1000 miles next year. That will involve remaining healthy and being consistent. But, as long as I have fun with it, I'll get there.
D) Have fun with running this year. Last year was a lot of "tests" for me, trying to improve, see how fast I could get, see how far I could go, see what I liked and what I didn't. This year, I want to keep it fun and really don't care about setting any PRs or whether I get much faster. I haven't even identified any A race yet for 2019. I'm going to see where the next few months take me while running in cooler temps.
2) Looking back, my favorite personal moments this year
A) The relay race sticks out. I had that thing circled on the calendar for a while and I learned so much that day and had a blast doing it.
B) Hitting a 6:38 mile during the 1st mile of my summer 5K was pretty neat, especially given the conditions. I look back now at how stupid that was for the race itself, but I still can't believe I was able to do that after a year of running.
C) The 10K I ran in Italy was an absolute blast. It was the first time I raced just for fun and I enjoyed it. It's a big reason why I want to get out next week. I want to race for fun and enjoy the moment without being so focused on hitting a certain time.
D) My wife fully buying in on the "mileage is king" approach. She's seen it now over more than one race and her focus now is getting out as often and as long as possible. The fact that I (via you guys) am the one responsible for that is pretty ####### cool. It just goes to show how much goes into this sport and how we can learn from so many others regardless of where they are in their running.
Anyway, that's all, and I'll rewrite this at year's end when it's the more formal time, but just felt like putting some thoughts down as I look at next week, next month, and next year.