Dan Lambskin
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Also her name isn't Brooks is it?
Really? All I have done is chat a couple times. Not even sexual talk. Believe it or not, I am lonely for some female companionship. If I ever do decide to meet someone, I will tell the wife. Whatever.....So you're cheating on her now by doing this. This "for kids sake" is total BS. You really need your own counseling. The best thing you can do for the kids long term is to get out of this environment. She has a lot of issues and so do you. Until you fix your issues you are going to find the exact same woman.
Heading to St. Louis tomorrow. Wanna meet up for a beer? And you should probably bring the wife.You are hurting and for that I am sorry. After 19 years, I think I would try to work things out. I'll be married 21 years tomorrow and honestly, just don't care about such things any longer. If she wanted to be with somebody else, meh. Most of us human animals aren't meant to me monogamous IMO. Whatever your decision, I hope you find peace.
I was like why are you even asking until I got to the adoption part. Yeah that sucks and absolutely see the hesitation.So I am mostly a lurker on here, and I know you don't know me, but I really am looking for advice. I discovered in March that my wife had been unfaithful to me. Long story short, she has been involved with four guys over the past 11 - 12 years. Three were physical, and the fourth mostly emotional over email, although they did meet twice and kiss. The letter I found to the most recent guy said that he was her true love and if they had met under different circumstances, she would have chose him over me. She is now very remorseful and wants to reconcile.
I know what you are thinking.... drop her like a hot rock. I mostly agree, but there is a complication. We have two sons, aged 10 & 7, and they are both adopted. As I am sure most any parent in my situation would, I have strong hesitations about ripping their lives apart. But the fact that they are adopted makes it feel worse. I feel like in essence we made a pledge to their birth mothers to provide them with a stable loving home as they grow up. The fact that she had already been unfaithful once before we adopted infuriates me beyond words.
So what say you? I am prepared to stay for the benefit of the kids, but I don't think I want to. We are going to counseling but quite honestly I can't ever see me truly wanting to be married to her again. God help me.
I await your comments. I don't mind schtick and smart ### comments, but I am not really in the mood for them.
Thanks.
This, Lambskin gets it. You must be thinking financially here. The actual suggestion a slight farce but you need to start hiding money.I say cash in and start up your own cuckold porn site
I am infertile. She is on b/c to help with cramping, and to lessen anxiety that doc feels is hormone relate. And, I guess because these other guys aren't infertile.If you guys use b/c, why did you decide to adopt. Just curious.
Your advocating that he stay around for 3 or 4 more years? Are you insane?Co-parent the best you can. The 7 year old, that's tough. By the time age 10 or 11 rolls around, do what you need to do. But I would be clear that the marriage is over right now though.
So, she's passing the buck on her responsibility? Maybe that helps her sleep at night, but she made the decision to do it each of the four times, and that is her responsibility.Since this has come out she brought up some childhood sexual trauma. No adults involved... sounded like curious kids experimenting from the little that she has told me. Also, her home life sucked as a child, with her parents fighting all the time. Also she says she feels like she was a different person then and doesn't know how she could have done such horrible things.
Mental issues at the root of this, or is she just saying this to try and cover her ###?
So you are saying right here that you don't want to be married. And when you tell her, you're essentially cheating, thus my original post.Really? All I have done is chat a couple times. Not even sexual talk. Believe it or not, I am lonely for some female companionship. If I ever do decide to meet someone, I will tell the wife. Whatever.....
first post nailed. end thread/Divorced here, two daughters, living with their mom.
Drop her like a hot rock. Kids are resilient, trust is not.
Living with someone you do not love is pain eternal.
GL
There's something I need to talk to you about, btw......You are hurting and for that I am sorry. After 19 years, I think I would try to work things out. I'll be married 21 years tomorrow and honestly, just don't care about such things any longer. If she wanted to be with somebody else, meh. Most of us human animals aren't meant to me monogamous IMO. Whatever your decision, I hope you find peace.
I've talked about it here a few times. I've felt the same exact way for at least 4 years now. PM me if you want to get my take. I don't want to sidetrack this thread.I can't remember if you've ever discussed your marriage in a different thread but I'd be interested in hearing about it. I'm in a similar situation. Well, "no longer care about" might be a little harsh, but there's no doubt in my mind I'd be divorced if we were child-free.
...so I'd lean toward staying, particularly because of the kids. Let the counseling play out and see what develops from that. You don't have a strong love for her, but as you say, you don't hate her either. I suspect a lot of married folk would say about the same thing. My wife and I just reached 33 years. The last few (as true empty nesters) have been very good, but most of the years were quite tough. She just didn't enjoy the 'role' of wife or mom, though she was good with our two kids. I wish I'd have gotten a hug each day ...she's extremely non-affectionate. Put you combined energies into the two kids and find your joy in them. If things stay steady, then reassess when the kids are older and independent. Maybe a small ember will still be burning ...maybe not.Do I love her? I have been trying to answer that. Not in the way that I did for sure. I let her hug me every morning before I leave for work (a concession I make because at one point her counselor wanted to admit her to psych center and I don't want that). When she hugs me I feel nothing for her. I guess I still love her in some "agape" way, but certainly not in an "eros" way. I don't hate her, and she is still the mother of my kids.
This. My biggest regret is not leaving my wife sooner (she didn't cheat on me, just not compatible). I drug the kids through a lot of unhappy times by 'staying together for the kids'. As others have said, kids are resilient and much better off being raised by parents that are happy rather than stuck together in an unhappy situation.Anymore, the norm seems to be split-home anyways. The kids see this through their friends, I am sure. Leave her, and do it asap. The kids will be fine.
So I am mostly a lurker on here, and I know you don't know me, but I really am looking for advice. I discovered in March that my wife had been unfaithful to me. Long story short, she has been involved with four guys over the past 11 - 12 years. Three were physical, and the fourth mostly emotional over email, although they did meet twice and kiss. The letter I found to the most recent guy said that he was her true love and if they had met under different circumstances, she would have chose him over me. She is now very remorseful and wants to reconcile.
I know what you are thinking.... drop her like a hot rock. I mostly agree, but there is a complication. We have two sons, aged 10 & 7, and they are both adopted. As I am sure most any parent in my situation would, I have strong hesitations about ripping their lives apart. But the fact that they are adopted makes it feel worse. I feel like in essence we made a pledge to their birth mothers to provide them with a stable loving home as they grow up. The fact that she had already been unfaithful once before we adopted infuriates me beyond words.
So what say you? I am prepared to stay for the benefit of the kids, but I don't think I want to. We are going to counseling but quite honestly I can't ever see me truly wanting to be married to her again. God help me.
I await your comments. I don't mind schtick and smart ### comments, but I am not really in the mood for them.
Thanks.
So do you believe no one can overcome addiction/change behaviors? If there is an underlying cause of the cheating and that get's resolved, isn't it possible to stop that behavior?I think divorce is your only real option. She isn't going to stop cheating. And the number is almost certainly much higher than 3-4. I know someone mentioned open marriage, but the problem with that is you're going to eventually find someone you like and she's not going to deal with the situation you're in for very long. If you're the type of guy who's alright with a bunch of no emotion flings and able to avoid developing feelings for women then it could work. But I doubt you are considering you're married. Plus it only works if you're good at the dating game.
She has been cheating for at least 12 years and never admitted anything. OP had to find out himself. She has been with at least 3-4 guys and in reality the number is probably much higher. She fell in love with the last one. When OP found out suddenly things are going to change?So do you believe no one can overcome addiction/change behaviors? If there is an underlying cause of the cheating and that get's resolved, isn't it possible to stop that behavior?
I am just surprised that there are quite a few people in this thread who have made this point, yet people who are alcoholics get sober and stay sober all the time. It requires hard work and a willingness to change the behavior, but it happens.
I am an accountant, and she is a teacher. We both could make it alone, but neither could afford the house we have now on one income. So we both would have to move. Another minus from the kids viewpoint...Are you well enough off financially where the two of you would be able to support two separate houses or at least a house for the kids and a good apartment for yourself? Personally, do you value being divorced in terms of having relationships with other people? I only ask these things b/c for me in my situation, having 2 houses would be tough so staying together allows us to have a nice house and I really don't care about having future relationships so getting divorced doesn't offer that benefit for me. Just some things to consider.
Your kids looking like me is complete coincidence.There's something I need to talk to you about, btw......
I am adopted. I can tell you that I would rather my father be happy than be concerned with a promise that he made to my adopted mother. Your kids will be fine. You need to get out of this relationship for the kids. If you are miserable you are not doing them any favors.They were both newborns.
I was thinking about this, too. Was it a reaction to feeling stifled after the adoptions? Maybe she has overcome it and feels remorse. I see it as a positive that she has been willing to go through counseling.So do you believe no one can overcome addiction/change behaviors? If there is an underlying cause of the cheating and that get's resolved, isn't it possible to stop that behavior?
Yeah, even a lurker knows this is supposed to happen on a FridayIt was a decent attempt. There are two main failings:
1. "I've been a lurker here for..." - better would have been "I am using a fake username as I don't want this to be connected with me".
2. I found a letter - no one writes love letters anymore, or really for some time. This was the fatal misstep
If it was Friday I would have let the whole thing slide. The bit about adopted children was at least a point in your favor, but not enough to counter the above
To what end?OP should definitely make sure that he has proof of her infidelities secured in some way, so it doesn't "disappear"
You are right.... Should have waited until tomorrow!Yeah, even a lurker knows this is supposed to happen on a Friday
come on dudeI am infertile. She is on b/c to help with cramping, and to lessen anxiety that doc feels is hormone relate. And, I guess because these other guys aren't infertile.
This is a nice addendum to my advice.. spend your money on attorney, hookers and blow.. then profitStay with her and your kids for the time being. Instead of dating, I think you should find yourself a hot hooker to bang. You aren't ready for an emotional relationship right now but you've earned being able to break a nut off with some strange. I'd get your wife to set up threesomes for you as a condition of staying together but that can wait for a little while, I'd target Labor Day weekend.
Its likely she still gets half his #### plus a healthy alimony, plus big child support.I would start visiting all of the best divorce attorneys in the area. Maybe even extended area. Schedule a visit with them and discuss your marriage situation. By doing this it disqualifies them from being able to work with your wife.
If you don't take this very seriously and protecting yourself you will be living in a shanty apartment watching other men raise your kids in a house you paid for. Even if you think there is a chance you could save marriage, still take this precaution.
GL
LOL. Sad thing is I am really am not in the mood for a hooker right now. Plus, it would xxxx me off that I was paying for what I should be getting from my loyal wife.Stay with her and your kids for the time being. Instead of dating, I think you should find yourself a hot hooker to bang. You aren't ready for an emotional relationship right now but you've earned being able to break a nut off with some strange. I'd get your wife to set up threesomes for you as a condition of staying together but that can wait for a little while, I'd target Labor Day weekend.
Well duhYou are right.... Should have waited until tomorrow!
True, but his only chance is to disqualify his wife from all of the best attorneys.Its likely she still gets half his #### plus a healthy alimony, plus big child support.