SaintsInDome2006
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The law firm disaster - protracted struggle & drama which Chuck would have relished like the old days, followed by personal humiliation & naked exposure, followed by public humiliation, followed by total cutting of the cord - was the other piece, I agree. That lantern though, it was symbolic, it was his last connection to his youth and his love of his brother, which was real. When he was young, the light was on, at the end the light went out and he snuffed it just as he snuffed the love for & of his brother. That lecture he delivered to his brother, who is self-destructive just like him, but in a different way, was his own epitaph.It works, but Howard's the last link. Wife, brother, partner. Nobody...............................................................nobody left. Only the law left and the only place the law actually works is in his head.
I'm a loner like Chuck. Done my thing already, dont like doing justOK what i used to do great, can't spark anybody up but old fat chicks anymore - ick, nobody love me like I can. A 5-star holiday resort of mental constructs in my head, don't need anyone, so the semi-close ones i've allowed to fall away. Figured i'd spend a year or two helping my mom die right - been here 4 yrs already, mom didnt die, dad's lost his marbles, stuck with the husks of two people i've always loved but never liked. No compelling reason to get up - the necessary reasons are the butts to wipe & rants to interrupt of people who lost their value even longer ago than i did. I got my talent with thoughts & words and the massive inner scaffolding i've built from my interest in what makes people tick, but i could see a Schumann's note bringing it all crashing down.
JPeterman just bought all Kramers stories, there's a current won't go out, no one to reach out to but a lantern. bye -
Much respect for your personal thoughts. I won't comment, but I will say at times I have been there. - SID
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