Big milestone today. Last infusion treatment at least for a while. She now has a few weeks of no treatments and being able to heal up with a surgery tentatively planned for March 20th as the next big step. Some doctor appointments and some minor test stuff (like blood draws) but it will be a nice rest for her now and not get pounded weekly with chemo and HER2 meds. Very happy.
I don't recall if I mentioned this before but our kids school set up a meal tree for us (side note- if you ever have anyone you know go through something like this, helping out in this way is a HUGE help. I had no idea how much of a help it would be. We have felt... awkward, I guess is the best work for it, in accepting this help but I had no idea how much of a help it would be going into all of this. When I was told about it, I was thinking 'Oh, that is nice way for them to show they care' but didn't compute how much having meals taken care of through the week would be to just take something off the table of having to deal with... so very much encourage you to take part or help those you know in this way). They set up a site that had a meal schedule where we get dinner brought to us Mon, Wed and Thursday and then there were other options where people could buy gift cards for instacart, brubhub, Chipotle, Domino's, etc and then also some meals shipped.... so we have these meals dropped off and they often are very generous in portions so we have left overs and they carry us through more than just those three nights. Then filling in when there is not so much food or whatever, we have used the gift cards inbetween and occasional meals from my wife (she enjoys cooking so when she is feeling up to it will do something) or my daughter or one of my throwing something together (not exactly cooking). So.... about a week ago or so, one of the mothers from the school reached out to me and said that a bunch of the mothers from my sons 4th grade class were talking about how else they could help and thought about lunches. So they offered to buy hot lunches for our kids for the month if we thought that would help. We talked and agreed it would be just one more thing to take off the 'to do list' which as noted above, is hugely helpful beyond what you would think if you haven't... and I hope you don't.... experience something like this. So, a little later she lets me know that Feb was taken care of and we could talk later about later months. Ok, great.. thanks! A few more days go by and I get a text from her letting me know that the parents of the 4th grade basketball teams (there are three including the one I coach for my son) decided to cover the entire rest of the year.
It floored me.
My kids go to a Catholic private school. Before ahead of making the choice of where my kids would go was something that I was reluctant to send them there. The particular school is the same that my wife (who is Catholic) and all her siblings we to growing up. So, she was the one pushing it. For me, I grew up in public school and I am not Catholic. Plus, it always seemed to me that the really screwed up kids went to private school, so I was reluctant. I conceded when public school teachers that were clients of mine explained to me why they sent their kids to private school and then my wife said her Dad would pay (I am pretty sure that this is not true though- lol). The school has been great but the community of them supporting us has been something that truly makes me thankful for having sent my kids there. It isn't just because of how they have rallied around us and supported us through this time but that brings the positives of this in laser focus. Sure they are getting a better education above that of what they would get at public school (even at a very good district like ours) but the kids and our family have a true community around us. I also love the kids my children are classmates and friends with as I interact with them at their sports. Very thankful.
Similarly, you guys have been awesome. I have gotten so many private messages well beyond all the support and love here in this thread. Going above just well wishes and offering unbelievable help alogn with it. Even though I have been around for 25 odd ish years here, I really did not expect the amount of support and love given by all of you. I thought I could come in here and throw up verbally to just get it all out. Whether someone read it or not, I did not really even consider. The response has been beyond what I would have thought. It truly makes a difference.
The nurse mentioned she can tell me wife has a lot of support in a way of giving me props. She did go on to say how she can tell when people have good support and those who don't. As much as my wife has been supported by many people- I have been supported by you guys and others. Again, thank you. I can't emphasize how it really does help.
We have a long road to go. After surgery there will be radiation. After the radiation then there will be more infusion treatments.... hopefully just the HER2 meds and not chemo but that all depends on how everything goes from here with surgery and radiation.